There I go again.

The stupid things I do.

Why am I always like that?

I hate myself for hurting them.

Hurting her, especially.

I'm regretting a whole lot now.

I need a love that never fails.

My own love has failed.

Failed me.

Failed her.

Just wanna say sorry.

I've always relied on the help of other people.

When am I gonna stand up for myself.

How am I gonna do things myself.

Why do I want to be independent, when I can't even last a single second.

There're so many things I think I know.

Forgiveness.

How can a sin be forgiven?

Have you ever tried?

'Maybe you need to forgive yourself first'

Here I go rambling.

Just needed to type out something.

Why can't I just learn.

Without humility, you'll never learn.

Second chances.

Prayers.

Never noticed that inner beauty in her.

I'm freakin regretting a whole lotta shit here.

And I've got a whole list of people to apologise to.

Well, I'm pretty experienced in this.

I meant the pissing people off part.

Right.

Always wanted to make a change.

And this is how I change it.

Great.

What a dumbass.

Me.

Forgive and forget.

I don't think I can forgive myself for doing that.

It's a war.

In me.

Outside me.

Everywhere.