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Thursday, April 05, 2007
7:52 AM

Past week was great. Well, had its ups and downs....haha.

Friday, I was feeling all moody...cause I found out what I really felt inside about that somebody...yea...but then..well it's complicated. Had cell and all those stuff....felt kinda empty inside, like I was in my own world.

Saturday, band. There was all those pfm stuff, so very few people turned up. Then also got one room only, so pipers and drummers share one room. Yea, then after that, slacked around, went to waffletown by myself, then went back to school. Slacked with Raymond, Weyshi and O'niel. Haha, freaking crazy...oh well. Then left for church, only to find out I was playing, so I did. Then went back home. Went cycling, around street 23, 22, 21, then cycled back to my house, then bedok reservoir, then around that area, then went back. Then went out with movie with mum. Watched Bean's Holiday...will say it's kinda an okay movie...but some of the jokes really gave you training for your sit-ups...

Sunday, day started off horrible....well I don't wanna talk about it. Just went to church..didn't want to go for choir cause I was damn tired...and I also studied for my chem test...Then went for lunch, then captain's ball training. Whoo, was fun. Then went to school, only to find out that it was kinda deserted, so I went back home. Revised on chem..played com...

Monday. Was feeling super depressed. Kept thinking about my drums. My family. My home. My friends. My future....and her. Dunnoe lah, school's like pointless now...well I mean it's fun socialising..but I don't learn anything anymore. It's like Barker isn't Barker anymore...I remember last time in sec 1, I thought the school was full of hope and new beginnings, where everyone had an opportunity, where everyone was joyful, and everyone could learn. Where the teachers never stopped believing in you, and they kept encouraging you. They made you feel that you had a purpose. That you existed. Well...now that's all gone...gone off with the old teachers...now...Barker's just like any other school...they only look at your grades...and if they do look at character, they only look at the bad side of it...well. Well at least there still are teachers who still believe in you, who never hate but only encourage. But that's just a minority...Maybe that's just singapore afterall...oh well.

After that, went for bsf. Alot of people didn't come too. But it was interesting.

Tuesday was better. Classes were better, though I didn't learn much. Even though class was quiet during lessons, and I tried concentrating real hard, still couldn't understand a thing...After that, went back home. Then went cycling with Xavier. He came over to my house. Then we went to Pasir Ris park. And we cycled around there. Then we went back. And that was about the day's end.

Wednesday...nothing too. School...nothing much. The usual jokes and everything. Then went back home. Went out cycling by myself. To bedok reservoir, then back around the park a few times, then back home.

Thursday. Haha quite retarded today. Didn't have chem spa. Class waited outside the chem lab, and we were all playing frisbee,and there was once the frisbee went into the lab(all thanks to Daryl, haha)..and Lionel went to the rescue..haha. We waited for an hour only to find out both spa teachers weren't here. Then we went up for SSH, and Saras wasn't there too. Haha. But Royston Low took the second half of the period, and damn he's good. Haha! Yea then after that, school was usual. After school we had chapel practice. Well, it's gonna be usual. Nothing special....dunnoe leh it's like I have to release this 'bankai' thing in me for me to really play out..or not I'll just be a dumbass holding two sticks...oh well...After that, went back. Then KKP came to my house. Then yea, went to bike shops. Looked around. Then I cycled to East Coast, ate dinner, then went back home. Was thrilling. Haha. Now I'm back home talking to people on msn.

Still thinking about drums...

And her...

It's kinda retarded. Everytime I see her I fall for her like suicide from a bridge. Then when I go away, I climb back up like as if nothing happened. Gosh, Xavier please don't kill me, I just need to let this out.

EEEeeee...disgusting...

Still trying to find out what life is gonna be for me, which I can't....well actually right now, it's all about the rythm. :)