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Tuesday, February 27, 2007
6:24 AM

Alright. I'm back. And still running.

School was great man. Though Lawrence Mak pmsed again, but then again, I finally learnt something from him! Not only him, I think Saras's class was also better. Haha, learnt the comparison thingy again. Like whoo. Hyped up. And the other classes were great too. My test went well. Haha and geog teacher postponed our test, cause he released the previous class late. Haha. And I think my history test went well. But no SEQ, not challenging one...Haha btw I went to school late. Lucky my mum 'came to the rescue'. And also good thing that LSL was on duty. So gullible....but anyway it was true lah, my dad did fall sick. So yea, nobody to fetch me to school.

Anyway, after school, I had Founder's Day rehearsal. Dunnoe, why, but my stamina went down. I actually felt tired though it wasn't that hot and I was only in school uniform...ahhh...didn't play well also...argh and the real thing's tomorrow!

Well. I got to polish up too...my boots suck lor. No shine at all. Really gotta polish. Dunnoe what to do after school tomorrow too..

Well. Break coming up. So cool. Finally, rest. ( I think I've been slacking too much though).

Gotta move along.


Monday, February 26, 2007
7:12 AM

School's starting to ruin everything. Don't know why.

Anyway, past few days were quite interesting.

Saturday was like "Stress day" cause alot of stuff happened. Yea had band, and I was BSM in duty, first time doing it, so yea. Had to go count attendance..then I also kept forgetting to count myself..haha stupid me...and Joshua Ang taught me how to properly report to an officer during Fall In. Learnt quite alot of stuff, like how to say Band in Malay...haha..

After that, had a quick lunch. Basically instant noodles. Rocks man. Cheap but nice food(though unhealthy), and Bin Soon started sharing lame jokes again...here's one. Q:What are sea monster's most favourite food? A:Potato Ships...haha...anyway, had to quickly rush off for worship practice. I was the worship leader. I actually planned for both Kai Bin and Bryan to play guitar, but Xavier asked Bryan to play the piano, and yea it sounded better. Prac went fast, the slides were done fast, projector was settled quickly, amps were well and so on. After that, had fall in, then worship. To me, I think worship was ok..but they say my guitarist didn't play well...dunnoe lah...but yea a majority of the people were singing, that was good...Thank God for bringing me through that worship session man...

Anyway, after that, listened to Mr Chew's devotion. Learnt quite a number of points there. About punishment and redemption.

Had to quickly rush off to YI after that. Gosh even after waiting for the bus for an hour it still didn't come. Met Daryl, Vighnesh and Song Heng while I was waiting too. They had some match briefing...so yea...I decided to take cab to church. Went there, we combined with Uncle Gavin's cell group. Yea did some sharing with each other and then had dinner. Played lots of table tennis. And Hahaha was ultra bored...haha I think we were bullying her by making her wait...anyway after that, went back home.

On Sunday I went to Matthew Lin's church. Haha finally met Cara and Vera in person....service started at 11. Had Worship. Coincidentally Vera was leading and Cara was back up. Haha. After that listened to a message. A few stories about Jesus. Relating to what God means to you. Anyway, after that, Roy's bday bash. Haha alot of sick stuff happened. And we(me, Derek, Roy, Bryant) kept making fun of Matt and Cara. Hehehe....And Matt tried to put me and Sam together, but he failed, as usual..haha. I wanna go Matt's church again. Good thing their service is after our service haha. Yay. Anyway, after that Matt, Derek, and I went to Tiong Bahru for lunch. Had a good LJS meal..and wah lau Derek spilled his drink all over my chair lor... anyway after that, went back home, did homework, then went to Matt's house to stay over.

School was alright I guess, though Samuel Eio was quite stressed, saw Alex Lee pmsing other classes, yea...I actually learnt something from Saras, finally. And yea, after school, there was suppose to be Founder'sa Day rehearsal, but it was raining heavily, so the teachers decided to cancel the rehearsal so that we could go home to study. Anyway, went back, immediately bathed and rushed off for BSf. Was interesting. Learnt quite a number of stuff, basically about God's mercy. Anyway, after that, crapped around, then went back home. Just did my A Maths quiz online. Guess what. I was prepared for the time limit, so I kinda panicked and just guessed everything randomly. And got a 6/10. Haha, this is just luck man, gotta remember about my calculator next time...

Got two tests tomorrow. Geog and History. Gotta get prepared.

And Nick Lai's having his exams now. Didn't know until now. Wishing him good luck man :)

Gosh, Founder's Day parade this Wednesday. Gotta get mentally prepared.

Hope tomorrow will turn out well...as in class don't cock up anything, or any last minute stuff happen....

Oh well...here it goes


Friday, February 23, 2007
8:18 AM

OMG haven't posted for the past week....oh well, I was staying at my cousin's house anyway. Parents went overseas for a mission trip. So yea, stayed at my cousin's house so that he could send me to school(it's the waking up problem...).

Anyway, past week was fine. CNY was great. Went to vist relatives, get ang baos :) and so on...usual CNY stuff...School before that was fine, usual retardedness...

Tuesday was great. Went out with Brandon, Xavier, Png and Matt Ong to watch a movie. Wah lau, kinda wasted 9 bucks. We went to watch Epic Movie. Sianz, the jokes were quite retarded, though we use some of them in our everyday language now...haha...."Weii, I need to go play sudoku"....HAHA omg. Anyway, after that, we met some champion who only showed up AFTER the movie....WeiWen...haha. We ended up walking around, looking at stuff. Yea, after that went back home. My parents expected me to be back early, so yea.

School was fine..though seriously, I wish the school would get back all the really good teachers and just throw away the new ones....haven't been learning anything much lah...tried self-studying, but I don't get the texbook either. Gosh, I think What the CO boys said about was right. IT'S RETRIBUTION!! Gosh, my physics..ahh I'm gonna fail....and history, social studies...geog...and my e maths.....ahh...dunnoe what to do liao...tell you arh, If Mr Alan Lim and Alex Lee leave the school, I'm gonna transfer to ACS International man, just like what Douglas did...dunnoe what to do liao...seems like school is like meaningless now lor, might as well stay at home and have Wikipedia lessons. Gosh, I miss all the old teachers man; it's like Barker isn't Barker anymore.

And my class..I just don't know what to say...I want my old class back!!!!! Shing and gang, Barney, Sathish, even people like Joshua Chen...gosh I really miss all of them man...it's really funny, but I learn better with those guys. As in I can keep awake. Haha. Guess you should know why...

Man, hope we can get like two chalets this year. Party all night, watch retarded movies, have 200 dollar dinners(HAHA)....maybe during the March holiday...

Anyway, for the past two days, I had Founder's Day rehearsal. Wait, rehearsalS I mean...yea it was tiring man, totally exhausted...carrying my drum for like 3 hours...with a few breaks in between...but still...gosh my back ached today. Couldn't stand up properly...or even sit down proeperly. And erm, classes were quite slack, except maybe a few. Was able to learn some stuff lah, which was quite ok. Oh and Samuel Eio left early also, so we didn't have physics class. And erm in A Maths we did a quiz, which I was totally unprepared for.

After that, went out with Brandon, Xavier and Sean to Cineleisure...wanted to play pool, but it was like full...haha..so we ended up just eating in Subway, and walking around. Saw some cool and cheap Nike basketball shoes.

After that, we had cell. We did the prayer thing, as we usually do for every month(I think)..not only did we do prayer, but also lots of 'bee' throwing....haha...super retarded I tell ya.

After that, usual Caltex Mayhem. Haha, sat down, had coversations and so on. And yea, Xavier and I had a lift back home, or rather to my cousin(Matt)'s house to collect my stuff and to bring them back home. Yea, Xav and I took a cab back from Matt's place. Had a really interesting conversation I must say...hmm...oh well...more like we're changing rather than the world changing....oh well, hope things go out right :).

Sorry my post is kinda unorganised, really tired now..it's like 1 am....

Gtg sleep now. Tomorrow' I'm BSM in charge and Worship Leader..gosh I feel the stress coming in....ahhhh.....


Wednesday, February 14, 2007
6:17 AM

Last two days were quite meaningless...

Felt really depressed on tuesday. For some odd reason, the good ol' memories of my class last year just kept flashing through my mind. The teachers, the lessons, and moreover, the company. Last year's class was not the only thing on my mind. I also just kept thinking about other stuff. Things that were happening outside. To other people. Things that had happened before and how I wish I could change them...it's really weird...all those stuff just kept repeating through my mind...tried to think of something else, tried to focus on lesson, but it didn't work...really felt like going back in time, experience those times again...also didn't feel like moving on...everything seemed meaningless to me then, exams, studies, all of them seemed meaningless, I just thought we're gonna die anyway....I just wanna go back. Feels like wearing long pants is a burden. Felt like everything was over, got nothing to do, nothing to lose....

Today I felt better, just that I was really sleepy. Slept through the classes that I thought since the teacher can't teach, might as well make that lesson purposeful and sleep instead. What was worse was that I had a really bad runny nose(oh no must catch it back!)...aiyo, someone must be gossiping about me, since it's valentine's day...haha what the hell.....anyway yea couldn't do my physics spa properly. I think Eric Loh failed me.....good I thing I felt more alive after OralComm..and yea I could concentrate better on the last two lessons. Didn't do so well for my history test, think I got a 10 or 11 out of 18...that's sucks man....oh and I finally understood one of LHF's lessons without me having to stay back to ask her again....yay....Anyway, after school I had band practice. Quite cool, the drummers are finally playing Interlude Corp, but the thing is that we dunnoe where to put it in. But I couldn't really practice, cause I had to do my written speech to pass to to Mr Alan Lim(which was due about 2 hours ago at that time), and also to look for Ms Adeline Tan to get back Xavier's Founder's Man form...wah lau had to keep running around the building....and yea, Xav and I tried to remake the version of 'I Believe I Can Fly' from drumline. Damn funny...just a bagpipe and a snare...haha....after that, went to US with Brandon and Xavier. Met Samuel Chew there too. Dunnoe what he was doing there, just wandering about alone....Well had half my dinner at pizza hut. Gosh it was damn irritating. Xav and Brandon were at it again. The me and faith thing. They kept making up songs...and Brandon was the worst one I tell you....not only did he make fun of me, he couldn't sing. So it's a two in one combo. Haha....sorry Brandon...anyway after that, we went back, well Xav and I. We were talking about the pipe and drum version thing again, and erm me and faith(-.-), and yea other stuff. And I was doing my written speech in the train. Haha we also wanted to do something really stupid and retarded, but yea, we didn't do it in the end.

Anyway, I forgot to tell you all something. Listened to a really good speaker last friday. He's really good. His words have made an impact on me, like another Winston Churchill, though not as articulated....The topic was basically about leadership and influence...and yea the speaker did a good job, just that some people couldn't appreciate it...

Gosh, alot of problems are going around in my school now...smoking, gangsterism, attitude problems....guess it's my batch that's causing all the trouble, and since I'm part of that batch, it's my fault too...

Oh well. Tomorrow there's founder's day rehearsal. Can't wait to sort out the interlude corp thing.


Sunday, February 11, 2007
4:49 AM

Sorry for not posting, was quite busy last week.

School was fine. Usual nonsense and retardness, and yea had a few tests and stuff. Yay, I got 8/10 for my SS test...happy...and chinese classes are really retarded with Jeremy and Zach around...can't remember what really happened though...well...

Just came back from camp. Started on friday evening. And before that, we really slacked real hard. For me, I just stayed in admin room, for Xavier and gang, they went for lan...yea and then camp started. Worship team(which includes me) had to go practice, cause we didn't really do anything on thursday. After fall in, we had to quickly rush to the chapel to practice. And yea it turned up well. But I did screw up a few times....:'(...After that, lectures on total defence...in other words badge work lah...yea, doing my total defence gold...gotta do some funny group work project....after that, supper, then slept. The next day, woke up, had master parade, then first aid lessons. Doing stage 3. First part was done by Mr Shawn Tham. Learnt about fractures and so on. After that, break, lunch, then more first aid lessons. Mr James Qua(issit spelt this way?) did the second part. I find it quite inconsistent, as in the two lessons don't link. One taught something different from the other. Anyway, yea listened and that was about it. We had another break. Haha, it was damn retarded. Naveen got raped...his pants was torn up by Jun Kai(I think)..haha..and Naveen was running around with just his underwear and shirt...after that, we did the first aid theory test. Was quite hard. Alot harder from the rest. After that, a long break. Some played soccer. Others(like Andrew) went around with this stick and tennis ball, whacking it around. As for me, I went 'jamming' with Josh Png. As in pipes and drums. Haha. On the fifth floor where everybody could hear it. Yea ran around like some dog too, chasing tennis balls and so on. After that, retreat, then dinner. Was fun. Had buffet dinner. Also had a movie. DRUMLINE ROCKS! Haha, watched it a few times before that already, but I kinda forgot the storyline. Well, my memory got refreshed. So cool...got inspired again to practice...after that, we had an interesting supper. The groups had to auction for their food. Every group was given 2000 bucks. Haha my group got scammed. We paid 400 bucks fro this mystery item, and guess what, it was a bunch of apples...haha....Brandon's fault!!!! And he came back with the 'An apple a day keeps the doctor away' bullshit...actually not reallt bulshit lah, it's quite true....anyway after that, had night games at sportshall. Played one of the best matches ever. REally had a workout. Played basketball with the officers. Boys against officers, that is. And guess what, we won 15-14. REally tough match, was totally worn out after the match. Contirbuted 3 points, one basket and one free throw. Think Darren scored the most, I remember he scored one three-pointer. Haha I couldn't do three pointers cause the officers were like damn tall, that's why Xavier and I had a disadvantage, my three pointer's always got blocked....hmm and Xavier and the other Darren played well too. It's amazing what comics can do....haha right Xav? One of the best matches I've ever played....enjoyed it alot, though I didn't really get the satisfaction of winning cause I thought I didn't play my best...gotta work on my shooting...maybe I'll go out with Shing one of these days...go do lotsa shooting and dribbling...and my back ached for the rest of that night...The next day, woke up, master parade, breakfast, debrief(haha hurry take it off!), church, area cleaning, then dismissal. Nothing much really happened....didn't really enjoy the church service though...dunnoe maybe I was tired or something...

So yea, after camp, slacked in admin room, and Ian Hwee scolded some of us for not going home...Some brmc people were there, like James and Yi Xian, didn't really get what Yi Xian was doing, like dunnoe playing funny music on some laptop...yea then went back with my dad. Fetched Bryant back too. And yea, played some dawn of war.

Gosh, dunnoe what all my friends are doing, everybody's like setting me up with somebody. Like Kevin's setting me up with Noelle, Xavier and Brandon's setting me up with Faith and Laura, Matthew's setting me up with Samantha.....gosh...now I should just hide from the world and be an emo kid...haha no way man jk....well dunnoe what's happening....

Haha, wanted to post this up a few weeks ago, but I kept forgetting. It feels so good to wear long pants to school man. The sec ones like give you respect because of your long pants, and they'll like keep making way for you to pass through at the corridors....but after a while, they'll find out that you're just a piece of shit like everyone else, and they'll stop...haha seems so funny.

Well, now I have that weird funny feeling that I always have after a good camp...maybe it's tiredness or something....well, wanna rest. Dunnoe what homework I have also...haha....gonna die tomorrow, damn tired now. Totally worn out from that basketballl match last night...

Alot of rubbish has been happening lately...mixed feelings and so on....seem to be losing friends, and not making any.....

Talking with Shing on msn now, and gosh he still not changed yet(in terms of spelling :P)....

Well....dunnoe what to do(or say) now....just continue listening to Jars of Clay...