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Monday, February 25, 2008
6:37 AM

Today was kinda bad. Cause it was so tiring for me. And the maths test, gosh I screwed it up man, I couldn't even do one question.

Hmph, and was struggling to keep awake during the lessons. But physics and chemistry was really interesting. Heh and LCK can actually teach. Haha although his analogies are really weird and dodgy, but true haha. Yay then. Yep and for chem spa we did this displacement of water thing. Some metal reactivity test by recording the time taken for a certain metal to react with HCL and produce smoe fised volume of gas..heh but it was pretty screwed cause the first metal took like, forever to react. So yea, didn't do the rest of the metals, then Alex did a review after the spa, like, outside the science staffroom cause we had to get out of the lab. Haha quite cool leh, like everybody was looking at us when they passed by. Haha.

Yep, then Founder's Day rehearsal. Sian I'm kinda bored of throwing my mace already, no thrill already, guess I need to reach greater heights, haha geddit? =p Yep, we rehearsed and so on. Too tired to blog about it.

Yep.

I really don't know why he's so angry with, like deleting me off msn and stuff. I don't even know what I did wrong.

I've not let your secrets out, I've not gossiped about you, I've always been trying to put in good words for you, but suddenly you're angry with me. And that saturday was supposed to be happy....I mean could we just talk? Just tell me what I did wrong, and we can talk things out. I mean, I kinda hope that what Brandon says is true, that brotherhood can be restored...but hmm.

So freakin stressed. I don't really feel like doing anything.

Just lie and watch the world go by. Watch the stars change to suns, and back the vicious cycle again.

If only I could be a shadow, just watching lives from afar. Just relaxing by the beach, watching the sunset, watching a different one everyday. And just be someone's reflection.

I don't wanna be looked up to anymore.

I'm just too tired to scream or shout or cry.

I'm stuck in a hole I can never get out of. And I told Noelle not to be sad, but just look at me...

Come on, my star is fading
And I swerve out of control
If i, if I'd only waited
I'd not be stuck here in this hole
Come here my star is fading
And I swerve out of control
And I swear I waited and waited
I've got to get out of this hole

But time is on your side
Its on your side now
Not pushing you down and all around
It's no cause for concern

Come on, oh my star is fading
And I see no chance of release
And I know I'm dead on the surface
But I am screaming underneath

And time is on your side
Its on your side now
Not pushing you down
And all around, no
It;s no cause for concern

Stuck on the end of this ball and chain
And I'm on my way back down again
Stood on a bridge, tied to the noose
Sick to the stomach
You can say what you mean
But it won't change a thing
I'm sick of the secrets
Stood on the edge, tied to a noose

You came along and you cut me loose
You came along and you cut me loose
You came along and you cut me loose.

Amsterdam - Coldplay

And I just want to hold her hand so much again


Sunday, February 24, 2008
2:42 AM

Gosh. Really tired now. Been having less than 7 hours of sleep for the past week.

But well I shall blog anyway.

Yep, yesterday was one of the longest days ever. Woke up at 5 am to polish up my uniform, then left for school. WEnt for this leadership course thing, where other schools were invited, yep. Haha it was kinda funny how we were deciding whether to go or not. Yep, so anyway, went there, had worship, then listened to Bishop Solomon talk about leadership. Yep, then afetr snuck out to the admin room and slacked around. Was really tired by then, tried sleeping in admin room but I couldn't, yea then got quite irritated, don't know why, maybe cause it's lack of sleep. Yep, then had lunch, then went for one of the workshops. Quite interesting. The pastor talked about the world around us, like you know, the influencing media. Learnt quite interesting stuff there. Yep, then when I went out, haha the rest of the guys, like Png and Barney, were like asking me where I went. Haha then they were damn jealous cause the workshop they went to had no girls, whereas the one I went to had alot =p haha. Yea, then slacked around more, then went for parade.

Hmm worship went well. Haha and Elim played well even though it's his first time playing for worship. Yep. Then Mr Kwan shared devotions. Yep, then I was supposed to go for first aid lesson, but when I went down to pack up, I felt disgusted by the dirt in the admin room, so I vacuumed the area instead. Hehe and Silas kept irritating me, but sian I heard he really pissed off Simon that day. Sian dunnoe lar, I'm gonna face alot of problems mann. Yep, then asked permission from Mr Lai to leave early for fusion. Permission granted, changed out, went off with Joel Khoo. Yea, oh and I practiced on my mace with Nicklaus for a while before that. Yep.

So I left, then Joel decided to wait for his friends at Balmorial, so I went to KAP myself. Hehe then I met Noelle at the bus stop. She was waiting with her friend, and she wanted to tell me that she saw Kelly and Daniel at kap. Haha. So yep, met them there, ate my double cheeseburger and drank milkshake, and we (Kelly, Daniel, Joel) waited for Brandon and Josh. Yea, so sat around, talked, then when Brandon came we left, and we met Josh at the bus stop. So yep, took at 74 there I think.

Yes and along the way she told me something, which got my hopes up real high. Haha I mean on the outside I wasn't showing much, but on the inside, I freakin wanted to run around the bus and scream at the top of my lungs =) but sian I was too tired I guess. But we pretty sure had a good talk.

Hmm then we reached there, walked to the auditorium, then we started looking for Dan's and Kel's friends, Charissa and Clara (if I'm not wrong) yep. Had worship first.

Hmm and during the sermon went out to talk. Yep. We talked about alot of stuff. Hmm and Png and Fried saw us. But I don't care. Yep, walked around the campus, and we talked quiet nonsense about how much we wanted each other. We talked about everything we ever thought of. Ok fine I'm exaggerating, but you get the idea. And she looked so innocent =)

Yep. Then byt the time we went back, sermon over. Sian can't believe I missed it out, well it's my fault anyway. Hehe, yea and the song The Saviour King really struck me. Hmm...

Yep, then Brandon had to go cause his mum went to pick him up. Quite sad luh. Yea, and he was freakin tearing on his way out, I think must have been some sms or something...shit.

Yep, then after the thing, we went back. I decided to take a bus from woodlands. Haha but the stupid bus took so long to come, in the end I reached home at about 12? Yea. Kinda sucks haha.

And so today came. Gosh I didn't even know I fell asleep, that's why I was quite shocked when I woke up. Haha yep, was still damn tired from the day before, and I sure was thinking alot too, and so I changed, unwillingly and wearily, then went for church. Yep, practiced for choir, then we went down to service. Haha the singing went quite well, even though it was kinda like my first time actually singing the whole song once through. Luckily there was Kevin there to guide me haha. And yes Noelle was spamming me with questions haha. Hmm was quite bored during sermon, so I decided to write and stuff. Yep. Then service ended, went down to eat. And Raine's was smsing me asking whether I could go out, but yea was busy, hmm sorry Raine! Yea, but I was also too tired to go out luh. So yep, went up, and talked to Noelle for quite a while, heh discussin some stuff, like, erm yea stuff. Secret lar ok. Yep, then we had choir practice again, oh and at the end we joined in with the adult choir cause they wanted to do some special thing for Easter. But oh well, Kevin and I probably won't be there cause we'll be in camp. Yep, then went to hawker centre for lunch. Saw the big bear there. Fine haha Lucas lar, saw him there, and his family. Yep, haha I think he's gonna kill me tomorrow for repeatedly shouting bear. Hehe. Oh and Benjamin did something stupid today.

Benjamin:'Is there a bed in the room?'
Gabriel:'No'
Benjamin:'Oh no then what are going to do?!'

Haha wah lau sick lar you! =p hehe. Yep, then went back home. Had tuition for a short while, then I had to settle some camp matters. Dammit I'm food ic for the coming camp. Ahhh I'm soo gonna screw up lor. And my email has been delayed leh. Dammit, I'm damn scared we can't get food for the camp.

Argh speaking of food, I'm quite hungry now.

And shit I just remembered that I have a comprehension to do. Argh I'm so tired leh, can't think.

Haha.

Die lar.

And I just wanna feel her touch, her warm embrace, ever pleasing and reaasuring, that there's a part of me that's real


Friday, February 22, 2008
7:57 AM

Hiya people.

Really tired. Broke my new year's resolution this week. I slept in class. :( ahh oh well.

Yep Founder's Day is coming up. I'm throwing my mace again..haha but now it seems less stressful. Cause maybe this time I'm only in front of school, wah lau last year freakin did my mace stuff in front of the 6 ACS schools, somemore first time doing. Haha luckily I didn't screw up last year, thankfully. :) Well, hope next thursday goes well. Yep, and I think my throwing's gotten better. Yay, but sian, full dress rehearsal next monday.

Oh yes, and tomorrow we hafta wear full uniform for the leadership course. Sian, hafta go polish later. I'm thinking I won't have any sleep tonight. Yep, then got parade somemore, playing guitar for worship, for songs I've not even practiced haha.

Anyways just now had rehearsal too. But half-u only, yep. Was kinda fun, actually. Haha I love swinging my mace :) Then had dinner with Brandon and Raine. Went to Sakae at Wheelock. Yep, was super tired, so I didn't really talk. Just heard them talk about money and money and more money. Haha I feel super ostracised! Lol kidding lar you two. Yep, then walked to Taka, then went home. Hmm and while I was waiting for the bus Brandon called me to tell me he got hit by a car. Haha damn I think his shoulder's hurting now. But he told me the bleeding's stopped. So yep, yay! Haha and dammit he doesn't want to bring his Gibson Les Paul tomorrow! I'm starting to doubt whether he has one :(

Oh yep. And yes, Fusion tomorrow! I remember last years one, went with Xavier, Damien and people. And I still remember we were all teasing Prash and Becky at that time. Haha...and I still remember the incidences with Tiff and some other girls. But tomorrow's gonna be different I guess. Cause Xavier's in Chiangmai, probably the rest of them are too.

But haha, I'm really looking forward to something tomorrow. It's not what's happening in Fusion, but what's gonna happen during Fusion. :) Yea, heh somebody wants to tell me something, and I can kinda guess what's going to happen, but I don't wanna get my hopes too high, or rather my dread to high. Whatever hehe.

Just wanna see her so much

Oh yes, I've not done Simon's corrections. Haha stupid Bin Soon go and remind me. Hehe my theory really sucks.

Yep. Oh yea, met Kirk and his dad while walking home. Haha they were resting from their excercise. Hehe kinda brought back memories of me and me dad. Remember how I would kick this ball aimlessly around the field, and my dad would kick it back.

Well, now I hardly even touch the field or the ball.

Hmm.

Troll bridge.

I really love Neil Gaiman's books.

Yep. Makes me think. About the past. About the future.

About the present.

If time was a tangible....I think that'd be cool.

Sian. i've got nothing much to post, or rather I'm just too tired. Argh.

I want to sleep :(


Sunday, February 17, 2008
6:32 AM

Today was just another brilliant day.

Woke up feeling shitty, cause I had like, weird dreams of which I couldn't remember. And yea, I woke up a few times during my sleep cause it was too cold. Bleah, hehe.

Yep, then washed up, got ready, and I follow my parents to church cause our Chinese Oriental Beauty, ok ok fine fine I won't call you that anymore, Noelle wanted to give me my valentine's gift. So yep, luckily I met her downstairs already, heh and she gave me a card and nicely wrapped chocolates! Haha thanks! Yep, and the card you wrote was encouraging, thanks you very much =D Yep, so I went to CCK in high spirits. Haha.

Yep, took about 50 mins to get there by train, then took a 302 to Hebron. Whoo haha the first person I met the Kelly, while she was walking down the staircase. And she let her hair down, first time I saw her like that, hehe. Yep, then she brought me to the sec 4 classroom, yep and Aaron, Caleb, Joseph(the teacher) and Daniel were already inside. Haha then Joseph decided to cancel class cause most of the guys had to practice for some valentines thing. So yep, we talked cock for a while, ate some 'old school' bubblegum, then we all went down to the social hall area thing. Met Josh and Aleithia and some other people there. Heh they were blowing, or rather bursting, balloons that they were gonna sell to raise funds. Yep, then the youths split up into two groups and started practicing. Yep, I followed Daniel and Kelly's group. Haha and it was funny, as in the dance moves and everything. Yep, then I got kinda bored, so I walked around, started singing to myself, had withdrawal symptoms from music, thus I took out my drumsticks and started practicing on my leg/shoe. Yep, then after the service ended(which meant people would start coming down, duh), they got all ready to perform. Haha so cute lor, and yes Caleb was singing solo! Haha so cool, but I didn't get to hear him. Aww, yep so they sang and and sang, and Vivienne attempted to sell balloons to me three times, of which she failed miserably, three times. Hawhaw see i'm soo evil now. Yea, I was slacking in some classroom, then Viv started slacking too, then others soon joined in. Haha then Viv got bored, so she borrowed my arm. Yep, now it's red, and kinda itchy too. Haha gpsh then wehn Kelly saw she was like, wanna add green to that? Haha then I was like ok ok fine go ahead. Haha yep. They also kinda started to take a break in this really big room with glass walls and doors. Oh yea, I also met Ryan, James, Joel, Arthur, Nat, Limin, and ermm haha can't remember ahh. Oh and I saw Stella too, yea. Yep, oh and Aleithia was also going around sucking helium. Haha and gosh, Viv doesn't even need helium to hit a high pitch. She can do it naturally lor, haha that's how high her voice is. And Daniel was also going around throwing his best friend Stitch, with the mohawk hair. Yep, haha couldn't stop thinking of the songs This Is Your Life and Learning To Breathe. Yep, oh and Kelly and Vivienne vandalised my arm even more, actually just Viv haha, Kelly just left off with the xoxo :) in green, while Viv wrote Urii hearts Daniel (of which I rubbed off and became a smudge on my arm and hand) and Urii is gay :D, yea. Aye, 14 year old girls these days...aiyo...=p Yea, then at around 12 my parents called, so I had to go back to church for lunch with then Adult Fellowship.

It's pretty amazing, how old people, who've been through all the hate and sorrow and agony, can still sit in a chinese restaurant on a sunday afternoon and have the laughs of their lives. That kinda gives us a reason not to be sad eh.

Yep, and it's probably also because of the power of God living in them =D

Yep, then went back home, fooled around with the com, then left for my granduncle's house for dinner. Haha it was quite alright, but Karen and Anne didn't go, so I was quite bored. Well at least Ryan and Renette was there. Oh and they've got a parrot now. Haha all it can say is uh oh (though I think it's making an attempt to say hello), and of course it's other birdie sounds. Ok that doesn't sound right...anyways, yep food was good, then Ryan kept bugging me to ask my uncle to let us play his xbox, and so he did. Yep, played played and played, then had some phototaking, then we left. Took a train home, yep so now I'm back.

Really don't wanna go to school tomorrow.

And I so wanna see her again.

Yep, Kelly gave me my valentine's gift today. A heart shaped photoframe, and a nicely written letter. Yes, alot of things has happened since December, and thank God my friend's mum signed me up for Bible Trail, hehe. It's pretty amazing how you tell my 5 most important things without me telling you. Somemore in only a time of 3 months. Haha, and yea the drawings are pretty cute, and what's up with the future g.f./wife thing! Haha yep and sorry I keep forgetting to link Daniel and Wayne! Haha remind me someday, I'm too tired now...yep, so once again, thanks for all the stuff! Especially the letter and post-its =)

Oh erm, I'm not really sure how to use the photoframe, so yea...haha gosh I really do suck =p

Aww Viv of course you're a siao monkey! Haha well guess that doesn't make me much better haha.

And freak my parents just ruined my train of thoughts...Noelle now I really know why it's so irritating when people disturb you while you're blogging....

Still dreading school.

I want today to repeat itself again, forever.

Feel like I've left out on something today.

Or maybe I just forgot what I was looking for.


Saturday, February 16, 2008
6:37 AM

Yay I'm pretty happy now.

Yep, yesterday, school, yep. Quite alright, like usual crazy studd happened and so on. Haha cool every friday I get to be in the same class as KKP for 2 hours, cause of Geog and clb class haha. Yep, and in clb we finally did our test that we were supposed to do 2 weeks ago before superteens haha! Oh yea, Tang didn't come to school, so we had like, a so called free double period? Yea, but we still had to read something about the Timor-Leste peacekeeping thing. Then during lifeskills Mak taught e maths for half an hour, then at the end of lesson he said, ok today you were all supposed to learn respect and honour, so yep, please go out as if you learnt it. Haha yeaa, then went concert hall for come cip briefing.

Oh and before that all that we had Total Defence celebration during assembly.

Yep, then after school Brandon and Jerome came to my house just to skype with Laura. Haha yea actually only Brandon wanted to come, then he dragged Jerome along haha. Yea, then we skyped with like, Laura, Candice and some other people. Yep, then we trash talked for a while, and they did stupid stuff that I shall not mention when I was taking my longg shower =D

Yep, then after that Brandon and I went to meet Raine at Orchard. Haha we were late, then Raine kinda died waiting for us. Yep, went to Crystal Jade Kitchen at Shaw House. Food there not bad luh, and also relatively cheap. Notice the relatively. Yep, then we had a good talk, yeaa, and kidna depressing to hear what Brandon and Raine's going through. Sian I wish I had the power to like take away problems and regrets. You could say that's why I had enough of LDRs...
Yep, we walked from Shaw House to Forum, then Brandon and Raine went off to do something, while I went to this Jackie Chan Cafe. Haha quite cool la, their drinks are quite good. And the place is like some Jackie Chan FC. Haha. Yep, then Brandon and I walked Raine home (see both of us so good right =p) then we walked back to Shaw House, or rather halfway Brandon took a cab, then I took the train home.

Haha today was really fun. Had band in the morning, yep. And I tell you, I can never be a teacher. I suck at teaching lar! Haha like, teaching Silas to do basic rudiments was really hard. Heh, and Silas, sigh no wonder Bin Soon and Kenneth pushed him to me...sian haha. Yep, then we had combine, to practice for Founder's Day. Yep, I'll be doing the mace again! Can't wait to throw and throw and throw =D Yep, then after band I changed out to school uniform, then went oldham hall jam for a while, then went to Novena to do my cip. Sian it wasn't that bad after all, even though I did it alone, but it was mentally tiring, I mean, like I noticed how singaporeans would do anything to get out of the way of a student holding a tin can. =( so sad right. I think doing Flag Day in New Zealand would be way better, the people there are so nice heh. Oh but anyway I came across something funny. Like, I asked this Caucasian guy whether he wanted to donate, then he stopped, took out two 50 cent coins, then he said "Hey guys, hurry come over here" Then I was like, expecting like tall causasian teen boys to come here, but then two young girls came instead. Then I like, quite shocked? Haha yea then they were so cute also, eurasian, and like when their dad passed them the coins, then they were like "Huh what's this for?" until they saw me holding the can, then they were like, "Oh hee ok" Haha. Yep, and I noticed that alot of people go to church in Novena on saturdays. So cool..haha. Yep, then I decided to go back at 4.30 instead of 5, cause I was quite tired. Haha then the people were so kind, say I could consider it as I came back at 5, so I got 30mins free cip. yep, then went back to school cause Damien wanted to go out for dinner after parade. Yep, went back, then Xavier told me he had worship practice, so I decided to go see them. Ooh and Justin Low sings well man. Haha and cool the drummer guy let me play one song, haha had lotsa fun singing and playing. Yep then after the practice Xavier, Bala and I kinda like did impromptu jamming. Like take out random scores and play. Hehe yay!

Oh and I can finally sing This Is Your Life by Switchfoot properly! Dunnoe leh, like the more hyper I am the higher my voice can go =D

Yep then went for dinner at Waffletown with Damien, Xavier, Weyshi, Othniel, Bin Soon, Nicklaus and Choo. Haha brings back memories of midnight practices before PND. Yep, haha yea and Bin Soon and Nicklaus were being retarded. They were playing Bluff with chilli packets =.=' Haha. Hawhaw and my cookies and cream milkshake came super late cause of the long queue...heh oh well. Yep, then Xavier, Damien and I walked to newton, and tehy were telling me tales of the floods to newton. Haha got currents somemore haha. And awww, must always bring extra socks on rainy days =D Yep, oh and Xavier was like "hmm yea something about the something and deterrence" then I was like "Diplomacy and Deterrence", then I asked him why why talk about it, then he went "Oh cause I'm not doing it anymore" Then I was like, arghhh haha. Sian O levels lar, haha. Yep, then Damien took the bus, Xavier went to woodlands, while I went back.

Oh and so sad, I couldn't use my mp3 cause it ran out of battery. I didn't know that I didn't switch it off during band. So it was playing for 3 hours non-stop...sian. Then I didn't charge the two previous days also. Sian haha.

Yep, so yea. Today was really fun. I miss playing at BRMC. Haha in fact I miss the drums already, even though I just saw her 4 hours ago haha.

And Laura's happy now. =)

Yay so Brandon don't worry!

Yep.

Still waiting on the world to change.

Though like, O's still coming.

Sian.

Rhythmic Photographs.

And I sooo wish that I could dream of her


Thursday, February 14, 2008
5:51 AM

Alright. Still damn tired though.

So yep, one funny thing happened when I woke up this morning, I found that my shirt was inverted...wonder what I was dreaming...

Anyways, let's start from yesterday. Yep, woke up, went to school. WE had PE first, and this time we ran Asimont Lane instead. Yep, but Mr Lai gave us timings to achieve instead..sian first round was 5 mins for my group, and we got 5.02, then next round was 4.30, and we got from 4.10 to 4.35 (Lionel and I got 4.10, yay!), As for physics, we went through workbook again, then E Maths, the in chinese class I got scolded for doing maths work during Chang Zheng's lesson. Haha then he made me stay back during to pack his classroom, but it was for like only 10 mins? So yea, went down and Fan helped buy food, haha so kind, yay thanks Fan! Yep, then Chem, Glenn Wong talked to us about the penal code of the law, and like how if teachers get distressed, they can go make police report. Sian we're all gonna die HAHA fine fine...yep, then he taught us about organic chem. Yep. Then maths, then end of school. Went jamming! Sian, sorry Brandon for not seeing you cut your hair, so yep. And Jerome and Sean and the rest too. So yep, went there first, cause DJ, Fan and Barney went to pick up their darlings back at home. Yep, then we jammed I'm Not Okay, Slither, Face Down, and DJ and I jammed Can't stop, then Barney added fill ins at the back haha. Yep, was quite nice, except I really need to practice on my bass kicking. My right foot has spasms lar, but hey I got good excuse. I did physical conditioning that morning, so I had cramps in my legs! Haha. Yep, then went home after that.

Stone age.

Today. Yes, as I've said before, I woke up this morning with my shirt inverted. It's either I was dreaming the earlier night, or I was sleep walking. 0.o, sian dunnoe luh.Yep anyways, went to school, and we missed the first period due to the temperature taking. And alot of people didn't bring thermometers too, so yea we got scolded like hell. Yep, tehn physics class. Eric went through workbook again. And he found about the scheme my calss was doing to someone, so yep he talked to us about it when that person was not in class.

Someone's crying as I type this.

Anyways, yep and I found a reason why Eric Loh has to gym. Cause he teaches PHYSICS! Haha right too lame man. Yep, then we had english class. We did a compo, of which I had no idea about. Then amy said if we don't finish she'd send us for academic dc. But yea in the end she gave chance, so yea. Sian, till now I still have no idea. I need inspiration. Yep, then after that, we had our GEOG TEST! Haha went pretty alright, though I didn't really study for it and that I didn't have time to finish my level of response question..sian die luh haha.

Yep then recess. Queues were super short today cause most people were queuing up for free food from the parents =D I love those days haha.

And SS was surprisingly good. Cumy and I were damn scared cause we've not passed up our assignments though we finished it a long time ago. Yea, we wanted to pass up yesterday, but we couldn't find Tang, so yea. But then today he was like "Ok those who still owe assignments hurry pas it to Pereira now." Then I was like, huh, no scolding? No dc? Woah shiok lar! Haha yea. Cumy and I were like jumping inside haha. Yep, then chemistry. Glenn Wong wasn't there, so Alex took over. Went through a worksheet. Then last two periods were sec 3 amaths revision by Lynnette Loh. Yep, she was really tired though, yea then Shaun, Lucas and I were spamming lame jokes..yep. Sian haha. Then after school went to look for teachers and so on.

And we're too late to sign up for Band Age! Haha oh well, let's just do some free jamming then =D

Yep, then Jerome and I went to Swee Lee. Jerome was like "Eh all the couples coming liao."Haha, looked around. Pretty amazed at the cheap prices of the Squirres. Haha I soooo wanna get that hello kitty acoustic Squirre that cost like 300 only. Haha I'm retarded I know. Yea and I wanna get new sticks. Like 5AN Vic Firth sticks, yea babyy haha. Then Jerome got his cable, and we were stoning in there for like one hour, waiting for Brandon's call. Then we were all too tired, so we decided to go home. Yep.

So now I'm back, still webcamming with Laura. Hehe haven't seen her in specs for a long time man. Gosh and this is what Noelle said when I told her that Laura looked like her when she put her specs on, in terms of her eyes...

noelle/ ti amo, te quiero (: says (10:16 PM):
you trying to say the girls you've liked before all look alike?

Haha sian dunnoe luh. Yep then she told me about some girl in her class too....

noelle/ ti amo, te quiero (: says (10:26 PM):
then she was like "noelle! do this!" then she looked down.
noelle/ ti amo, te quiero (: says (10:26 PM):
so i was so guai,
noelle/ ti amo, te quiero (: says (10:27 PM):
i listened to her
noelle/ ti amo, te quiero (: says (10:27 PM):
and i looked down
noelle/ ti amo, te quiero (: says (10:27 PM):
as in i just moved my eyes only
noelle/ ti amo, te quiero (: says (10:27 PM):
not allowed to move my head
noelle/ ti amo, te quiero (: says (10:27 PM):
then she pointed to my friend "see, see!"
noelle/ ti amo, te quiero (: says (10:27 PM):
then she was like
noelle/ ti amo, te quiero (: says (10:28 PM):
"noelle, i think you're like some chinese oriental beauty." "i think you're pretty." "oh yes and i think you have a really nice nose".

Heh I'm just bored and since she posted up my conversations, might as well post hers up too =)

Yep, also just had a nice long chat with Kelly. Actually just 15 mins only, quite short compared to Brandon =P

But I really felt sad when she put down the phone.

Haha yep, so now I'm still skyping with Laura, talking to Noelle and Kevin on msn, and soon I'm gonna be off to finish off my compo. Sian luh.

I still have to compose 8 bars of a march score by this saturday. The other drummers have to do it too..haha sian must jiayou!

But yep, pretty happy now, and also now I have to make Laura happy also, or not Brandon will kill me. Then I'll be in the newspapers.

Okay random.

But lovely still.

And happy valentines everyone.

Suddenly today has so much meaning for me. I don't know what for, but yea.

Love. I think I'l put that in my compo.


Tuesday, February 12, 2008
6:11 AM

First thing, I wanna apologise to Kelly cause I promised her that I'll blog yesterday, but aye was really tired. In fact I'm still tired now, but I just need to pen my thoughts somewhere.

And yes Noelle I'm so gonna kill you for putting up the conversation =p

So yesterday, was dreading school. But it turned out alright. Yep, and spa was surprisingly relaxing, though I was supposed to take it seriously. Heh, oh well. Yep, then after school went out with Brandon. We took a walk down memory lane, down to the starbucks. Yep, sat and talked. Sweetalk, that is =p. Yep, then Raine came by, and we all had a good chat. I felt super left out though, cause they were like talking cash, like literally cash coming out of their mouths =p. Oh well, I love being poor anyways :)

Yep, then today wasn't that bad either. Chinese and Geog lessons were fun, with Kirk and Mitch. Haha yep like doing geog, this guy said Dev was going to be like gourmet beef after lesson (looking at the way Mitch and I kept slapping Dev), then Mitch was like 'But isn't gourmet beef the one where you have to rub and massage and so on?' then the other guy went 'Yea precisely!' Haha, and my physics test went pretty alright, though I got my cable tension question wrong hehe. Yep, other lessons weren't that bad too.

Yep, then this relief teacher guy released us early, so yea we got dismissed at 1.50. Haha cool right? Then Kirk and I quickly rushed down so that we could go home early, but in the end the 23 turned up like ages later, so we were like 'We could have taken our time to come here....' Haha oh well...yep then Kirk went off while I bought my Sweetalk cause his TV thing was on, yep. And the chocolate milkshake was surpringsly good today, like the ice was blended perfectly, and it was really sweet. Heh yay!

So I went home, played dow, then Brandon scolded me for playing, then I talked to Zach, Laura and Brandon on msn. After that, cycled of for a haircut. My hair looks funnily funky now, but other than that it still kinda sucks. Then after I cut my hair, went to Tampines Mall to buy BLUE pe shorts, cause my black ones aren't authorised anymore =(

Cost me a bomb. Well it was the only pair I could find...

Yep. Then came back, webcammed with Laura over skype hehe, so cool. Really miss her and Lynn. Hehe and Lynn is like camera shy, like..hmm what's webcam in Latin? Webcamaphobia...right that's not even a word.

But well, I'm feeling down now.

Cause Brandon and Laura are both sad. It's making me sad too.

It's making me think of her.

How much I need her.

How much I miss her even though she's on the same island with me.

And she looked sad in some of the pictures that I saw her with her family...

Sometimes I really wonder.

Don't feel like going to school tomorrow again.

Wish I could be a jumper. I could visit my bro in UK, I could visit my uncles and aunties and cousins in Sydney, I could visit the Ngs in Perth. But not all dreams can come true.

Can't wait for her to come on msn again...

But that's all we can do sometimes. Just wait. And hope. Hope that it comes your way.

Sunday's over, sunday's gone. Yesterday, dead and over.

Yesterdays.

If only tomorrows were yesterdays.


Sunday, February 10, 2008
4:56 AM

And so it's finally the end of this beautiful week.

Alot has happened. Alot that I want to remember.

Laura and Lynn flew off this morning. It was sad, really. And Brandon's smes made me feel really bad. Couldn't concentrate during service, so instead I took a stroll around telok ayer street. Bought coffe from 7-11, then walked around. Was actually thinking about nothing. Just that the soong La La Lie by Jack's Mannquin kept playing in my head.

'I'm coming back to my girl'. I've never actually felt sad for myself this week. More like, I've been putting myself in other people's shoes. And it still hurts. I've been thinking about Kelly, Laura, Lynn, Brandon, Noelle, Ryan, Raine, Shaun. It still hurts ultimately, just from a different angle. Imagine what it's like to be really close to someone, then suddenly she goes off a thousand miles away from you. Would you want to get to where she is, would you even be able to lift your head in the first place. Hmm, gonna take 2 months to find out.

Anyways, yea back to church. Haha Seck Heong found my blog, cause he did his weekly search. Haha yea. Haha yep, then hung around social hall. Talk and stuff. Dawn told me that Tessa was going to cook dinner for their family tonight. Haha Gabriel get your charcoal pills ready =p haha kidding lar Tess =D I wanna try your food too =D. Yep then like 8 of us tried sqeeuzing itno Uncle Beng Hwee's car. Haha I was left out, couldn't sqeeuze. Aww so yep, took train with the others then. Was fooling around with the com when we reached Ben's house. POTC 3 was also showing on their dvd. Yep, then Kenneth said grace for lunch, and we ate! But I only remembered to eat afetr a while, cause I was engrossed on the computer =D Yep, ate, watched the movie, then Keneth started the CNY games! Haha. The first game was the girls had to peel oranges, and whoever peeled the fastest wins! Haha Hannah won, hehe then it was the sec 4 boys turn. We had to eat the oranges they peeled, HAHA! Yea but hey, we got lotsa team work man. It was supposed to be competitive, but all of us took out time, then we ate till our last piece. Then we all counted to 3, and finished it together. =D See, such good sportsmanship. So in the end there was no winner. Haha! Yea. Then for the other games I can't really remember. So yep, after that some played monopoly, others watched Star Wars 2, while Marck and I played Audi. hehe I had to help him lor, see I'm so kind. =) Yep, also taught Hannah how to play Thousand Miles cause she kept bugging me, heh. Then Geraldine and Hannah left, then Marck left too. Oh and I've learnt the first part of Tears in Heaven, yay! Haha. Then Noelle and Agnes (surprisingly) came. Haha thought they weren't gonna come. So yep, they were in the room the whole time cause they didn't want to go out, so yep, talked and stuff. Hehe and Noelle scolded me for that tag haha. Yep, and we were all laughing to the youtube we were watching, like, Mad tv and other stuff. Haha. Oh and Benedict loves Lynn now! Haha kidding luh. Yep, then everyone started leaving one by one, so we all decided to just leave together. And I don't believe the sisters don't have a sense of direction at all. Yep, so we all went home after that.

La la lie.

Went from Lakeside to Tampines. Well, still can't beat going from CCK to Tampines. Haha, yep, went home delighted though, cause I finally managed to get my fried sotong from Old Chang Kee. Yay! Haha.

Really tired now though. Can't do my physics, cause I don't understand it at all. Heh, yea and I'm too tired to think. Had a long chat with Brandon on the phone. Haha yep talked to Wayne on msn too.

It's been exactly 12 hours and 26 minutes since they left.

Anyway, thought I'd put up the lyrics to the song that kept playing through my head today.

La La Lie by Jack's Mannequin.

Guess what I'm done
Writing you songs
You'll give up your job at the bank
Proving money's not fun when you're gone
So this is the first verse
It's not very long
But I'm ready to move on

Guess what I'm done
Writing your book
The ending got twisted around
But for all the hell that it took
The electrical wires
They'll hum in the walls
In the room that I rent now without you

I've got friends who (La La Lie)
Will help me pull through (La La Lie La La La Lie)
The spaceman that can't get high
I'm coming back to my girl by July
Yeah yeah yeah

That's right

So guess what I'm done
Drawing your pictures
I'm dulling the day with a drink
In a parking garage by the theatre
We met for a movie
Every scene was a sign
We made out through their meaning

Well I've got friends who (La La Lie)
Will help me pull through (La La LieLa La La Lie)
The spaceman that can't get high
I'm coming back to my girl by July
Yeah yeah yeah yeah

Guess what I'm done
Writing you songs
I'm far too unstable to settle
I doubt that the doctors are wrong
So I'll wait by a palm tree, a palm tree, a palm tree

Well I've got friends (La La Lie)
To help me pull through (La La LieLa La La Lie)
The spaceman that can't get high
I'm coming back to my girl by July

Well I've got friends who (La La Lie)
Will help me pull through (La La Lie)
This song for a long goodbye
I'm coming back
I'm coming back to my girl
Back to my girl

This song for a long goodbye
I'm coming back to my girl by July


Saturday, February 09, 2008
5:50 AM

If only my dreams could come true.

Gosh talking to someone makes me feel happy already. Haha yea.

Just felt like typing something. Wanna watch kung fu dunk again. And I wish I could like that. And P.S I Love You too, just makes me feel like living again. Like, stop living a dead life, and move on and do what you do best. And Kung Fu Dunk has made me realised that every small action in your life counts. Whether it'd be a shot, or a pass, or a dunk. Everything has it's consequences.

Yep, and I'm still looking at the prints.

If only I had the 'altering universe' skill.

Think life would be way cooler, but it would be unfair, wouldn't it?

Oh well.

Just one more plane ride and it's done.


4:33 AM

Hmph I wanted to go bathe first, but due to Brandon's pressing demands, I shall blog first =D

Today was fun too.

Woke up in the morning at around 9 plus, then played DOW, then Brandon called me to ask me to meet him earlier. Haha and he scolded me for playing DOW again. So yep, went down to Orchard at around 11.15. Yea then we bought starbucks at wheelock and walked around, waiting for the three sisters to come. Yep, so they came, met them at Shaw, then Raine left to look for SOMEBODY =D, while the rest of us went up to watch Kung Fu Dunk and P.S I Love You. Both movies were good. Haha and I sure had fun watching Kung Fu Dunk. The couple were doing funny stuff in the back row, while Lynn and I were staring at Jay Chou whoo HAHA! Yea, and the movie got cut off halfway due to technical difficulties haha. But they managed to get it on again, and not only that now I have a ticket to any free movie within this month! Haha so cool gosh I want my movies to cut off halfway more often =D Yea but that made us late for p.s. I love you, but both movies were good anyway. Gosh I really wished I could be some kung fu kid who plays basketball. Haha and Laura and Lynn couldn't stop , ahem, haha nevermind I shan't say.

Then we went off to Heeren to take prints again. Sian still prefer the previous ones, and you all should know why =D Yep, but hey, my decoration on it doesn't look that bad after all. Haha! Yea and Christine looked really pissed leh. Hehe she was angry about the fact that she walked everywhere just to look for us...hehe oh well. And now Lynn's jealous that Shaun and I have Transformers belts! (Mine's fake though =D), and now she wants me to get one for her..haha sian I'm gonna go broke!!!!

Yep, then after that we walked back to Shaw, then the girls left. Hmph so sad, won't be seeing them(Except Raine, cause she's staying) till' April. Hmph well it's only 2 months man, will see them soon haha.

Yep, then after that Brandon, Shaun and I were hanging around Far East Plaza, then my bus came, so I left, while the two of them had a good chat.

Sian, Laura and Lynn's still leaving tomorrow. I'm serious about the bombing thing man. Besides, Lynn was wearing a U.A.E coloured top today, suits the occasion =D

Yea, and come to think of it, the shirt I'm wearing brings back lotsa memories.

The 'Gifted' Shirt.

Yea, New Zealand Strawberries, Xavier's 'The Third Leg', my embarrassment in front of Choey, Alex's friend on being 'talented', Carnival ice cream, Bible Trail, Vivienne's corrupted thoughts, Laura's perfume, Lynn's tears, Brandon's not-gay-at-all hugs(Haha!), Orchard's smoke, and alot more other stuff that takes time to remember.

Gosh. Memories.

Good or bad, it's up to us to make it.

Still, I'm dancing inside.

Rambling thoughts.

And I really need a hug from them now.

Haha gonna miss this week as it's coming to an end.

Stress is coming back, like right now I'm already worrying on school work. Ahh die luh.

Hmm and Noelle's pretty angry at me for what I said on her taggie, hmph and she's not going to church tomorrow too. Yea, Brandon might be coming though.

Yep, oh well.

Really don't wanna face school again.

The anxiety's enough to kill me.

And not when I'm still thinking of her


Friday, February 08, 2008
8:03 AM

Scary movie 4 is funny.

Haha just watched it...yep.

Yesterday was pretty alright. Seemed kinda normal though, like, I've been through 15 years of CNY, gets kinda boring...

So yea, started of with church service. But I spent most of the time either jamming with myself in the choir room or library. Besides, the sermon was in hokkien which was translated into chinese -.- haha. So yea, pretty much couldn't understand anything during the service...then after that I went off to Uncle Joffrey's house (Not sure if his name's spelled like that, I mean, I've never actually seen their names on paper before..) in Jurong. Haha pretty cosy..sat around, watched Hi 5 cause Zachary (my nephew) was watching it...haha. Then the rest of my relatives came, pretty soon Matthew came too, so I played dynasty warriors on his psp. Whee haha and we were watching American Idol on tape at the same time. Anddd, Josiah's still soooo cute! Haha. After all that phototaking and tv watching, we left for Uncle Christopher's house. Yep, and Ryan's gained alot of weight...hmm is 35kg ok for an 11 year old kid? Haha and yay Anne came too..yep good that she's decided on a course, yay =). Yea and Karen's guitar's abit broken..haha but well at least still playable hehe. Yea and Renette's not that shy anymore, and yes she's on our (Karen, Anne and me) side on whacking Ryan hawhaw. And Josiah find Ryan funny haha like everytime he kicks me Josy would laugh...aww watching his uncle get bullied by a p5 kid. HAHA yea. And yea Josy gets fascinated by guitars and pianos and trains and stars too. Yay and he can talk abit too whoohoo haha. Then after that went off to cemetery to visit grandparents....hmm not a very nice thing to say issit...but we'll be there someday too...it's supposedly the 'better' place to rest in such a crazy world. And the song Concrete Girl by Switchfoot kept ringing in my head as I walked around. Funny eh...well then set off to granduncle's place in Jurong again. nothing much has changed hehe. Cept now they have a dog! Haha and he doesn't bark at all. Anyways we had steamboat, and there was no fish =( Haha. But the claypot rice was good...yep. Then stoned around with the dog, with Ryan going crazy, being fascinated by thoughts of people jumping off buildings..yea wonder what he's been doing haha. And Renette was so bad to me, like when Karen held her hand then she would be brave enough to pat the dog, but when I held her hand she purposely didn't want to pat the dog haha so young learn how to bully older people liao...or wait, issit just me :'( haha. NEVERMIND =)

Yep, today woke up at 1.30 pm. Whoo longest sleep this year. Played DOW again, and I actually decided to play dota too, with ais luh haha and man I suck, still won though hehe. Sian pretty bored now, with no more visitings haha. And surpringly I wasn't excited over the hong baos at all. Haha was just looking forward to this long break from school. Haha yea, no homework, no stress. Feels so good not to worry again. Wonder how long it'd last though.

Yep.

Still thinking of her.

Hmm and just to think of it, isn't it convenient to have two of your closest buddies to date each other. Like, you can hang out with both of them at the same time more easily haha. Right, 'B' and Rawrr? =D

And yes, Laura's going off this sunday! Noooo dammit I'm gonna bomb the airport then she won't have to leave anymore. Yay Brandon you should help me too =D

And I still so wanna take neoprints(whatever they're called) again with the four of us =D

Yes and I'm not gonna lose anything in that bet, Brandon =p

Haha and NO Vivienne, I'm not married so I'm not gonna treat you or give you hong baos, but YOU on the other hand, should be giving me hong baos (cause of Daniel) =pppp Haha JOKESS =D

Sian Scary movie's still so funny haha.

Oh well.

Gonna miss alot of things...

Especially wednesday...

I want to fall in love with you =)


Wednesday, February 06, 2008
7:15 AM

Yesterday was good.

Got scolded by amy in the morning though, cause I didn't bring my vocab book for the second time..haha but the rest of the day was good.

Concert sucked, however. And the CO, I was kinda disappointed..things really do seem different without the 07 batch...hmm oh well.

Well, went home after school to find out that my tuition was canceled..haha so I played DOW for the rest of the day...

Today was a day that I shall never forget. =D

But I woke up late, haha...so yea, rushed to school to help my bro take some photos and stuff, then met Brandon and Kelly. Haha Brandon was talking on the phone, Kel was changing in the toilet and I was rushing around school taking photos. Then we went off to Far East to meet Joshua, walked around looking for a store that was closed in the end, hehe. Then after that Brandon went off to meet Laura and Raine, while Josh, Kel and I had lunch at KFC. =D Heh Kenny was there too. Oh and I saw lotsa Barker people in Orchard too, like Shafiq, Shennon, Wong Jieh and so on..haha. Yep, after lunch, went off to Borders to meet up with the couple and the sister, while Josh left off to Kinokuniya(Oh btw Happy CNY too! Haha). Heh Kel kept saying that Laura and Raine were so prettyy haha. Yep, met them at starbucks, then we went off to Cineleisure, at the same time Raine went off to look for her friend. Haha guess what, we met Barney, Zach, KKP, Mitch, Fan, Wayne, Robert, Darren, Nico, and some other people too..haha and Wayne could recognise Kel haha. Yep, bought the tickets, walked around Cine for a while, Kel also bought new slippers, then the four of us, Brandon, Laura, Kel and I decided to go to Heeren to *ahem* sadly, take neoprints(whatever they're called). Haha but eh quite fun decorating leh =D Yep, then went back to meet the rest, then went to watch The House. The starting was kinda weird, cause like I didn't get the scares and I thought it was quite immature and so on, but the rest of the shwo was kinda good. Like there was actually a storyline to it. Haha and I find that some of the scares were quite original, like the girl was screaming then covered her face, but then realised that there were four hands on her face =D haha that one was good. Lefty early though, cause Kel needed to go back by 4. Yep, took a bus, talked and so on...yea discussed about stuff and so on...yep then took a train back to Orchard, but Brandon told me to go home, cause Laura had to go already. Yep, so I embarked an the longest train journey ever. Haha, oh and I met Aunty Brenda at city hall also. Haha she went shopping, and gosh Lenin's gonna cook! Haha so fortunate to have your son as a good chef =D. Yep, oh I was super sad when I got off. Cause I was so anticipating my Fried Sotong from Old chang kee, but both outlets at tampines mall and century square were closed! :'( So sad...so I went home on an empty stomach =( haha.

Well, then went back home, bathed, went out for reunion dinner at outram park. =D Yummy, and I've got Kelly's drinking syndrome also..haha I drank 5 cups of tea, 1/4 cup of wine, 2 cups of coke, and 1 cup of coffee and I still was thirsty. Must have been the starch from my 3 bowls of shark's fin soup =P Haha

And erm..

(IT HAS BEEN MOVED VIA STH ELSE =D)


Monday, February 04, 2008
5:36 AM

Now the wait is over. As I've promised, I'm gonna post up the pics on friday. Enjoy, and uhh viewer discretion advised =D



Daniel and Ryan =D
Josh, me, Aaron and Jasper taking cover from uhh...=D

Josh! Haha
Aleithia talking to her imaginary friend (As said by Viv =D)
Viv said I was acting cute =.=
Viv and me. Bleah haha

That is not my arm =p haha fine Daniel forced me to do it =pp
Awww they look so cute together =p bleh kidding haha ahhh don't kill me you twoooo
That is not me and that sweater does not say mgs =D
Your proud ac girl =D and Kel hehe
Your proud mg boy and ac girl (Quoted from Viv heh =D)

With all this talk about MG and AC, SJI kinda felt left out...soo....

Oh well. Didn't want to psot all the pictures cause I felt embarrassed enough. Haha but oh well, they're all on Vivienne's blog, so yea...ahh haha.

Oh well. =D

And our Geog project went well! Yay haha

About today anyway, had lotsa fun. Went out with Brandon, Laura, Lynn and Raine. hehe really feels good to just chill out at starbucks and not worry at all =D And I have good photo-taking skills =D Ahem yes Brandon you said something? =p

Oh well. Fun time. Haha and her convincing smses kinda cheered me up =D

Yeah


Sunday, February 03, 2008
6:58 AM

"All this time, I've been catching people after they did something horrible. For once, I wanna catch someone before they do something horrible!"

Just went out shopping. Bought a new shirt and jeans.

Also watched this movie. The quote above's taken from it.

Makes me think alot.

Sometimes we might think going back to the past could change someone to live again.

It might not.

It could just change the way he dies.

Not sure whether that would happen with me. I thought going back to the past and changing things would make it better. But hey, you're messing around with God's plans. It'll end up with the same consequences, just from a different route.

But still...I've always wanted to go back to the past, to change things, to change my regrets.

Maybe I should have studied harder for my mid years.

Maybe I could have practiced harder in my dizi.

Maybe I shouldn't have talked back to him.

Maybe I could have struggled with two ccas.

Maybe I could have stood up for teachers who were ridiculed.

Maybe I shouldn't have met her.

Maybe I should have prayed harder.

Maybe I shouldn't have told her on that friday night.

Maybe I could have held her hand when she was sitting right next to me.

Maybes.

We're just full of maybes.

If only, we shouldn't had done this, shouldn't have done that...

What else could we possibly wish for...

If only love could find us all
If only hearts didn't have to fall
We can mislead to make things right
But instead we'll sleep alone tonight

And if somehow fate were in my hands
Would it be enough to understand
Why we feel lost in a world so small
If only love could find us all

Please tell me that everything's gonna be okay, alright?


2:08 AM

Hello people.

Past few days had abit of ups and downs.

Friday. Decided to not fall sick and go for superteens. And so I did. Not that bad I should say, as compared to the first day. Heh. Learnt some stuff actually..but yea. At around 4.30 I left with Daniel to go to his church. And I saw alot of people. Haha. It was enjoyable. Quite heartening to see that I'm not the only crazy teen out there =p haha. Met Kelly, Josh, Vivienne, Aleithia, Caleb, Joel, Ryan and other people. They were shocked to see me..haha I love the element of surprise =D. We had some pizza snacks, then games (SHARADES), then discussion, and it ended off with worship. Josh said I sang loud..hmm dunnoe whether that's good or bad. Hehe, then after that we walked around, then went to limbang. Whoo cosy market haha. Went to Macs, sat around, talked. Haha and Viv convinced me to camwhore with her. Like, gosh ok I won't say what we did. Haha I'll let the pictures (that I would post up soon) do the talking. =D

Then went back to superteens again. Got scolded by parents really bad. Heh guess I screwed up again.

Next day, band practice. Quite ok lar, just that I couldn't get classrooms cause the teachers were all busy. Heh oh well. And now all the drummers have to compose an 8 bar 4/4 score. Die larrrr my theory sucks! Oh well. Haha, then after that parade, did drill for a while, then I left early for worship practice. Quite dumb lar, cause Brand and Laura were supposed to be there too. Sian then in the end only Kel turned up. I think they ditched us lor..hehe well they're sorry anyway, so yep. So well, met at the mrt, then walked to church, showed her around. Then slacked at 3rd floor, talked about stuff and so on. Was spamming the guitar, and she was showing me the songs that she was gonna sing for her church's valentine's thing. Haha seems cool. Haha and we talked for abit more, till' Tessa and Dawn came. Haha Kel thought that Tessa was Noelle. Oh well...haha. Then we went up, practiced, Marck came abit later, had fun practicing, haha and Kel was singing along too! Haha and I must say, she has a really good voice just that she doesn't use her stomach muscles..hehe yep. Haha Kel also had to teach me some of the songs cause I didn't know how some of them went. Yep, after practice was over, Marck, Kel and I walked to the mrt, then went out own ways. Nothing much happened at home after that.

Sunday. Church. Umm, well I was abit too hyper in the morning, due to an email I read the day before. Haha never felt quite happy for quite a long while =D. Worship went well too, just that I was playing too soft for the guitar..haha should get new cablessss heh. And the sermon was good too.

"It's not just any fashion accessory"

The topic was "When God makes a case..." Reminded me of alot of stuff. About not being a weekend christian but instead live for God everydayyy. Like everydayyy. And also about the meaning of the cross. Yep, alot of stuff lar..or maybe it's just my thoughts hmm..hehe. Oh, and I only found out recebtly that Ben got hospitalised for Pneumothorax. But he's discharged from hospital already, and still as gay as ever -p. Heh kidding. Should read Gab's blog about it..haha.

Had precepts lesson also. Quite ok lar, except for the labelling part, which I find pretty useless. Yea, hehe and I'm not that close to either Wen Yi or Wen Shuang, so I find discussions pretty difficult...yep. Oh well. Bet Gabriel's damn happy with his grouping =p. After that, worship debrief, then choir practice. Hmm, how do you say 'girl' in latin? Cause I need a fear to describe Justin. =D. Dunnoe what went into him man..he's like...allergic to Denise, Noelle and Esta. Oh and he's the first alto I know! Gosh so cool haha. Then lunch after that...also talked to Kevin and Noelle...hawhaw secretssssss =D

Oh well. Back at home now. Gonna go new year shopping with my mum later. And I'm still on my geog project now. Sian. Gonna finish it soon. Yippie