Today was kinda bad. Cause it was so tiring for me. And the maths test, gosh I screwed it up man, I couldn't even do one question.

Hmph, and was struggling to keep awake during the lessons. But physics and chemistry was really interesting. Heh and LCK can actually teach. Haha although his analogies are really weird and dodgy, but true haha. Yay then. Yep and for chem spa we did this displacement of water thing. Some metal reactivity test by recording the time taken for a certain metal to react with HCL and produce smoe fised volume of gas..heh but it was pretty screwed cause the first metal took like, forever to react. So yea, didn't do the rest of the metals, then Alex did a review after the spa, like, outside the science staffroom cause we had to get out of the lab. Haha quite cool leh, like everybody was looking at us when they passed by. Haha.

Yep, then Founder's Day rehearsal. Sian I'm kinda bored of throwing my mace already, no thrill already, guess I need to reach greater heights, haha geddit? =p Yep, we rehearsed and so on. Too tired to blog about it.

Yep.

I really don't know why he's so angry with, like deleting me off msn and stuff. I don't even know what I did wrong.

I've not let your secrets out, I've not gossiped about you, I've always been trying to put in good words for you, but suddenly you're angry with me. And that saturday was supposed to be happy....I mean could we just talk? Just tell me what I did wrong, and we can talk things out. I mean, I kinda hope that what Brandon says is true, that brotherhood can be restored...but hmm.

So freakin stressed. I don't really feel like doing anything.

Just lie and watch the world go by. Watch the stars change to suns, and back the vicious cycle again.

If only I could be a shadow, just watching lives from afar. Just relaxing by the beach, watching the sunset, watching a different one everyday. And just be someone's reflection.

I don't wanna be looked up to anymore.

I'm just too tired to scream or shout or cry.

I'm stuck in a hole I can never get out of. And I told Noelle not to be sad, but just look at me...

Come on, my star is fading
And I swerve out of control
If i, if I'd only waited
I'd not be stuck here in this hole
Come here my star is fading
And I swerve out of control
And I swear I waited and waited
I've got to get out of this hole

But time is on your side
Its on your side now
Not pushing you down and all around
It's no cause for concern

Come on, oh my star is fading
And I see no chance of release
And I know I'm dead on the surface
But I am screaming underneath

And time is on your side
Its on your side now
Not pushing you down
And all around, no
It;s no cause for concern

Stuck on the end of this ball and chain
And I'm on my way back down again
Stood on a bridge, tied to the noose
Sick to the stomach
You can say what you mean
But it won't change a thing
I'm sick of the secrets
Stood on the edge, tied to a noose

You came along and you cut me loose
You came along and you cut me loose
You came along and you cut me loose.

Amsterdam - Coldplay

And I just want to hold her hand so much again