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Thursday, January 31, 2008
6:09 AM

They said go there with an open attitude, and now I come back sick.

Haha, went for the Superteens thing yesterday, I really cannot endure ther 12 hours. Yea, fell sick today. Oh well.

Haha Brandon can't stop smsing Laura for goodness sake. Bet they're getting it on mann =p haha

Sian, our admin room door handle broke. Oh, and I soo wanna kill Brandonnnn!!!! Haha

"Eh where's the admin room key?"

*Search for 10 mins*

"Eh you sure not in any of your pockets ah?"

(Brandon)"Eh I think I accidentally threw it away into the dustbin!"

*Another 10 mins of searching, in the dustbin*

"Err guys, erm nevermind. It's in my pocket."

HAHA sian, but anyways he was the only one that was digging so yea..haha. Nothing much to post about, since nothing much happened.

Hmm well let's talk about my thoughts then. Haha, been feeling up and happy. But I feel that I get more irritated easily now. Sian, must be the flu. Oh well. Actually also got nothing much to talk about lar...eh world-out-there can you do sth more exciting so that I have more to talk about.

Oh well. Haha.

I think I like strawberries too =D


Tuesday, January 29, 2008
4:48 AM

Hiya people. Been pestered to blog. Didn't know I was so popular!

(The way that was not egoistic =p)

Past few days were pretty exciting.

Brandnobs came to my church on sunday. Haha meeting new people...hmm and he had a few shocks there..haha first he saw Seck Heong, then he found out that Noelle knows Sharon, then he found out Barnabas comes to the same church too. Haha, coincidences that I forgot to remind him of :D. So yea, he even joined us for choir practice. HAHA, and he actually sang along! But he only sang the soprano part(in boy's pitch lar duh) hehe. Yea, then hung around downstairs, then he went off, to his own church..haha. Then had lunch, then went home, 3 hours of a maths tuition, then slack. Haha.

Monday. Nothing much really..just school and stuff. Oh and my A Maths retake...whoo I think I can pass this time..haha yay! Then went out with Laura, Raine and Brandnobs..hehe shopping is really tiring, but I still don't know why I 'practice' it. Haha. especially with Hotties :D Then went home, slacked somemore, which was bad haha.

Tuesday. Nothing much too. But history lessons are really really interesting. Haha Darren Chiam's funny lar hehe. Hmm yea day wasn't that bad. Then went out with Josh, Caleb, Joel and Kel. Yea haha Josh is funny man..haha rubic cubicles! Along with the fear of books and squares...haha oh no cannot go popular anymore haha. Gosh..I think libraries are quite retarded nowadays. And Kel feels guilty if she doesn't study...gosh the 'guainess' has really gotten into her...hawhaw. Yea hmm..yea then took bus back home..gosh I think the smrt buses are quite shitty nowadays...can't sleep properly hehe.

So now I'm back home.

Yesterday's chapel really struck me.

When was the last time you talked with the Lord, and told Him your heart's hidden secrets

when was the last time you woke with the dawn, and felt the day's worth living

It's been too long. But hey, things are looking up now.

Never felt sad since friday. And I know just why =D

Haha, and Laura go to woodlands luh =p

And I hope this joy's gonna last.

Cause I'm waiting on the world to change

And I'm waiting for her too =D


Saturday, January 26, 2008
5:20 AM

Gosh.

Past few days were pretty funny. Haha. Like during the results release, everybody was cheering when the overall result statistics were being shown, cause we improved like siao, like getting almost 50% distinction rates for every subject....till chinese. 5%. The crowd cheered louder. Haha! Yea...

LS on friday was really funny too.....haha LAWRENCEMAK=108! =p Sian..haha Maker! Whoo...yep. After that, stayed back with Brandon, Jerome and Mak to do abit of maths...then someone smsed me :D. And so I went off to Bishan, to meet two people =D...which made me really happy on that day haha. Whee..talked and studied, ate and laughed. Whoo haha...yea..cleared up quite a number of stuff too. Then went to waffletown to meet Xav, Damien and Becky...played cards..then went for cell..but I left before it started cause I realised I've not solved band admin matters yet. So yea.

Today, I woke up feeling shitty. Was damn bloody tired, but I still went for Alex's remedial, then band practice. Tried playing a grade one score..an Alex Duthart Fanfare...haha damn hard! Yea. But hmm...it kinda sucked after that. Some sec 1 commotion at waffletown, left Silas crying..Branddy and I were damn scared he'd run away lor...then after that Kelly was telling me what happened to her, which made me feel worse, then after that worship practice was kinda screwed. Then fall in took quite long...worship was screwed up, our guitars went out of tune halfway, so we sang acapella throughout (but it was encouraging to hear the voices sing up =D)...then found out Daniel was suspended from duty, with Kel still telling me about some stuff that happened. Sat around in admin room, had a chat with Weyshi and Josh...then went for tuition with Tessa feeling drained and tired. Was really depressed and stuff. But yea, did work with Tessa.

Everything was kinda shitty till I walked to the street.

I saw somebody across the street.

And that person saw me too.

I wanted to scream my lungs out.

It was better than anything.

Couldn't stop smiling on my way back home.

Even now I feel like I just fell off a bridge.

Like I'm flying without wings.

Haha gosh, well so now I'm pretty happy. Day(or rather evening) feeling all sunny and bright. Whee..hehe well except for the fact that I still have ALOT OF HOMEWORK TO DO!!! Haha sian, oh and I dont think Daniel would wanna come anymore...but Tonmmy Roydrix still coming tomorrow :D

Haha.

And Dawn of War is still awesome! (Uh oh isn't it O level year? =p)

Well, that person told me something that was supposed to shock me.

But I don't care.

My answer to her is still yes :D


Thursday, January 24, 2008
6:29 AM

Today is a day never to be forgotten.

Haha, classes were alright.

But what was better was the release of the O level results was ever better.

Remember I talked about bringing tissue for the tears?

Yep, tears of joy. Haha Barker did quite well this year, as compared to last year. Yea, and congrats to Bin Soon, Amos, Luke, Prash, Damien, Xavier, Bryant, Bryan, both Matts, actually you know what, everybody yea? Haha...but hmm, there were some who were, well, disppointed. Hehe. Well, feeling tired now, so I don't wanna post much.

And Amos is freakin smart! I don't know what the hell he's doing in NA man...he should be in like RI or sth...haha..and I still don't know why Bin Soon still looks sad with his 7 distinctions...sian.

Haha, this has inspired, oh wait more like scared me into studying for my O's man...haha.

Oh yea, Mr Ng came back to see the results too. Haha, he kept calling Mr Tang about it...haha...oh yea, saw Royston Low and JiaLing in school too..hehe.

Sian, psot some other time lar, feeling real tired now.

Goodbye


Wednesday, January 23, 2008
4:59 AM

Today was really happening.

Heh, didn't see the two eyecandies this morning though =p

And also got scolded by Mr Lai for wearing black shorts for PE again...haha damn sian lar..dunnoe why they suddenly abolish wearing black shorts. Haha, and PE was really fun. my Barker Run timing improved! From 11.17 (last week) to 10.34! Haha damn happy..we also did physical conditioning. About 350m sprints (distance according to Pereira), crunches and push ups. Gosh, and stretching was damn shiok! Haha as usual. Hmm other periods were quite alright too. Except chem, cause I finally got back my test paper, which I already knew that I did badly, cause I kept thinking the hydrogen oxidises instead of reduces...sian. Haha lost about 7 marks cause of that, so in the end I got 13/20 lor...sian lar. Haha and Mak's period was damn funny. He was saying like "Tomorrow the O level results are coming out. Please go see your seniors with tissue paper and be preapared to get ready for the emotional outbreak. Oh, and since tissue boxes come in sets of 5, tomorrow you can give them one, then the other 4 you can save for yourself. Like for example, one for your Mid years, another for your Prelims, another because you cannot go JC, and another for your O level results." Haha, freakin retarded man.

Yea, after school, walked around school/caltex with Brandon, Barnabas, Jerome, Ashley and Sean. Haha we were all discussing where we can go to study, then everybody had different opinions, like some wanna go Toa Payoh, others Novena. Haha, then we all took a bus to Newton(cept Ashley), then we took a train northbound. I decided to follow Brandon to Novena. Hehe, ended up meeting Marcus Ng and other people. Had lunch at Pizza hut. Then Brandon and I went to starbucks to study, and Laura and Lynn joined us. Haha freakin retarded, and oh Laura's so good in math!!! =p Haha and uhh Brandon's such a brilliant story teller! =p haha aiyo must not tell, must keep secret...hehe. But yea. Super retarded. Oh and I didn't get to see Jamie, Ronnie, Joey, Kelly (NOT KELLY ONG, ANOTHER KELLY :D), and some other guy's name I can't spell. Haha. Cause we were supposed to go jamming, but then got smoe commotion going on, plus Jamie and Ronnie uhh having lotsa fun together =p. Oh and Jamie, if you're reading this, I DIDN'T FREAKIN SAY THAT BRANDON WAS NOOB MAN! I'M WORSE LOR! BRANDON'S DAMN PROOOO, AND I'M NOOBBBBB!

Haha.

After the LNs left, Brandon and I walked around for a while. Talked about alotta stuff. Well, hope things are getting better..sian lar. Everybody's becoming saddd and things are getting pointless. Hehe. Tension still growing in BB..sian luh, hope this matter can get resolved soon...

Well. Sian luh, hehe.

Mixed feelings.

Don't whether to laugh or cry.

Whoo.

And she's starting to ignore me too man.

Not long before I turn up like Heath Ledger.

Cheers


Tuesday, January 22, 2008
3:28 AM

Heya all of you.

School was alright today. History by Darren Chiam was really interesting. Hehe he owns lor. Haha and Gary was damn funny during his lesson...liek, we were copying notes on certain countries, then he was looking back at his notes, then he was like damn proud of his tidiness. Well, that is until I told him that he didn't leave space for Japan. Then he was like, oh yah shit! Haha, but then, Darren Chiam said we don't need to copy down notes for Japan yet..hehe then Gary was like, phew! Haha. Yea, and I always get sleepy during Mak's lesson. Chemistry was also damn funny...haha. Glenn Wong was like, telling us about this woman who got banged down by a car somewhere around Serene, haha then when he said "There was this causasian woman, who got banged by a car", then Colin laughed. Then we all looking at him, then we all started laughing. Haha! Then Glenn Wong was like, "Eh, next time when you get banged by a car, I'll stand next to you and laugh at you!" Haha, freakin funny. Well, the other periods were pretty awesome too. But hmph, I think I'm gonna be vegetarian now, after watching the video during Geography lesson. Sian, didn't know that cows had to be slaughtered in such a revolting way..heh I actually lost my appetite while watching the blood and intestines spill out of the cow. Pretty gory...hmm guess I shouldn't really support fast foods anymore...

Oh. And something damn dumb happened after school. Haha, I left my bag in the admin room, and went off to look For Mr Lai to sign the band orders. Then when I came back, I saw Png walking around looking for his bag. Haha, went missing out of nowhere. And so we looked..from canteen to tennis court to SAC to outside science staff room..hehe..then we thought it might be in the general office, but we dismissed that thought. Until Png decided to return the wallet he found, hoping to get luck out of that good deed and that his bag would pop out of nowhere. Guess what.

It did!

Haha, we went to general office, then Png saw a familiar bag behind the counter..then he was like "Erm, I'm here to return this lost wallet, and I uhh, also lost my bag...and I think that's my bag." Haha freakin funny mannnn, then he was finding out what happened to his bag...haha Choy or Jun Kai probably pranked him or something...hehe.

Hmm.

You know, I'm pretty confused nowadays. I'm not sure what's going on with Barney anymore, how come he's suddenly so cold to me...hmph. Hmm, and tension's growing between Brandon and Png...just over some stupid admin rule thing...hmm oh well. And I still can't accept the fact of what R___ did to N_____.

As for her...I'm really at a standstill. I don't even think it's possible for us to be together...maybe I should just move on, pretend nothing's happening..but it's hard. Really don't know what to do, or what I feel...maybe moving on is the only option now...

But I can't stop thinking of her


Monday, January 21, 2008
2:57 AM

HIYA!

Haha. Finally got contact with Vivienne's boyfriend, name starts with A, ends with leithia! (AHH DON'T KILL MEE!)

Yea. And school wasn't that bad. Was pretty fast, cause almost everything was double period. Haha, and two SPAs in a row isn't that bad either. Chapel was kinda fun. Haha Jon au, Chee and me sure had a fun time singing loud and out of tune! ( Well, actually Chee was the only one singing out of tune =p) Haha, and Keith Ho's shredding is damn COOLLL!!!!!! I WANNA SHRED TOOOOOOO! But it didn't really fit the song leh...hehe but still, it was AWESOME! But the singing was abit funny. Haha.

And lessons weren't bad, escept maybe the fact that I was falling alseep during Mak's lesson. Hehe.

And Samuel Chew thinks I'm emo.

Like, I don't really like that word. Cause it's like, a waste of slang, like, emu.

K lame.

And Joel Chee, stop mentioning about it lar!

And Kelly, I know that wasn't you. Probably one fo my friends.

And Kirk Ping, IVANOVIC!

Hehe. Jamming in two days with a world class guitarist( Or so I think) and Tonmmy Roydrix also! Can't wait! Haha.

But there's still Tuesday. Sian.


Sunday, January 20, 2008
5:51 AM

Yay!

Haha today wasn't that bad. Woke up at 5.30 to bike with Xavier. Haha he woke up late! Cause he forgot then we were suppsosed to go cycle..he was like, hear alarm ringing, turn it off, then go back to sleep. Haha till I called him. So yep, we biked to east coast, and we saw the sunrise! Gosh and it's lovely cycling on sunday mornings. Breezy and cool. :D But we took the super long way back home, cause Xav wanted to show me this damn nice slope...haha and yea, it was nice alright! Haha, yep.

But I went to church late :p

Yea, went there, immediately service, then installation (wondered if it had anything to do with our ICONSECRATION CAMP), then break and so on. Yea, oh and Hebe is damn chio! Haha jokess :D and we sang Teenagers over and over again. Fun.

Oh and I fell alseep in precepts again. Lovely.

Then short youth choir practice. Haha the girls were overpowered by the boys, so I suggested that Benjamin should join them :D Yay, but of course, I got whacked..hehe. Oh yes, Benedict and his diarrhoea. Gross.

Right. Haha, still really excited for this week. Jamming, more jamming, worship practice, BB parade, jamming, seeing NEW people in church (I wonder who :p). Yea haha. Well, school'd back.

Gotta get serious.


Saturday, January 19, 2008
5:46 AM

OMG.

Stupid sinus. Haha. Sneezing my lungs out. Owww...haha today was pretty good.

Started off with band. Haha got scolded by Simon for not getting classrooms...haha oh well. And we practiced drags throughout the whole practice, till' combine. Yay and we played interlude corp well again. Whee haha. (AHH NOELLE JUST REMINDED ABOUT CHURCH HOMEWORK!) K ignore that, yea haha. Yep, after that, rushed to Waffletown, queued up for a 2389472943784 years before I could order, then went back. Practiced for worship, or rather actually justs et up, didn't really play much. Haha, then fall in, then worship. Whoo, worship was surprisingly good! Haha, really fun playingggg whooo! Yea, waiting for next week! And Brandon, doesn't it bring back memories to let (THE PRIMER) play? Hehe well it does for me, so it's cool. Yep, after that, stayed back for a while longer for first aid lesson, then i had to go. :D

Yea.

Haha stupd intenet keeps disconnecting. And I'm talking to Viv about salmon as I type this...sian haha.

And I think I should change my songs on the imeem. Heh.

Whoo can't wait for tomorrow's cycling trip with Xavier to see the sunrise. Haha! Yea, long time since I've cycled with him. Whoopie! Hehe.

And I wanna go BRMC soon. Probably with Ryan :D

Yea.

And maybe errr...Daniel's church too :p with Ben and Kev :D

HAHA Nah think that'll be impossible.

OH AND DEFINITELY BRANDON/JAMIE'S CHURCH! I FREAKIN WANNA SEE THEM PLAY :D

Haha yea jamming on wednesday with them. Whoo finally get to see that stupid Tonmmy Roydix play. Haha oh and Joey too! The freakin world calss guitarist dunnoe what pro thing luh. Haha and Jamie and the rest too :D Whee haha

And I love the song Last Summer. By Lostprophets, that is.

Haha.

Oh well, going to sleep to prepare for tomorrow's thinggy. Cya people!

(Oh and Joel Chee, stop spamming please)


Friday, January 18, 2008
7:50 AM

"Hmm Let's say in 20 years time, yes 20 years time, no wait I think that's too long, well let's cut it to 15 years time, years 15 years, no wait it's still abit too long I think, how bout 10 years, yea 10 years time, in 10 years time, those, wait no let's say 12 years time then, those two people standing up there would you and her!"

I don't think that that can come true anymore.

But oh well.

School today wasn't that bad...gosh total of 5 periods or Mak's lesson! Haha was dead by the end..yea worship prac was alright, and Png's new bass sounds funny! Haha! Oh and our new timetable sucks. I would probably only need to refer to Monday's schedule, cause I don't think I'd live till' Tuesday. Imagine two SPAS straight. O.O Haha yea, but everything is pretty much unchanged...

Yea cell was great too! Learnt more deeper facts about Holy Communion, which was pretty interesting. Haha yea, and the jokes never go away...and so sadd I'm the only O Level student there...hawhaw gosh should have made fun of them last year! =p But I'd probably get whacked...I mean...10 to 1...wow. Haiz, nevertheless, I shall press on to uhh...right...err...yea studies! Right I knew that =p

Oh well.

Still waiting patiently. And Brandon only reads my blog to find out how emo I am. So I purposely made this post as joyful and enlightening as possible :D

Waiting, waiting. waiting...


Thursday, January 17, 2008
6:04 AM

Hmm.

Listening to Disenchanted as I type this.

I really wasted my chances. Shouldn't have told her at the BBQ. Shouldn't even have brought her in the first place.

And it's so freakin obvious that she doesn't trust me anymore.

I liked the beginning. But I hate the ending.

And if somehow fate were in my hands
Would it be enough to understand
Why we feel lost in a world so small
If only love could find us all

Really can't tell what I'm feeling anymore. Really wish that we all could go back in time..and start all over from the beginning...regrets, regrets, regrets...

Time to move on I guess...

Some things change...

Some don't.


4:38 AM

Hiya people.

Ok first thing's first, I hafta cancel away thet dreadful 'dear' cause someone's not happy about it...and haha yea I'll try fixing my skin soon.

Yes and Lynette Loh rocks! She can teach damn well...haha. Enjoyed her 'remedial' today..haha

Yes. And still thinking about Slither.

Drummerboy.

Whoo haha nothing much to talk about also lar...oh and I improved in my 2.4! 11.17...whooo haha yea...aiming for 9 and a half....yep.

And yay, it's gonna be Friday, tehn i'm gonna go Brandon's house jam or something...yea then worship practice, then cell again! Whoopie. Haha learnt alot of tings in cell last week, so I'll definitely need to go for this one...wonder what's in store...=p

Slither.

And I'm still wondering about certain things. Yea and I had a shock of my life on friendster just now...haha too shocking that my chest actually hurt. Haha yea.

And someone please recommend me a nice skin! Please I beg you all! Something's that's black or dark please. :D

I feel like changing my songs too.

But oh well. Studies first.

Well, unless someone can help me with this stupid posts part...it's not supposed to hang out like that...sian...haha.

Oh well, going back to being bedshaped.

Goodnight.


Wednesday, January 16, 2008
6:11 AM

Gosh.

Stressed.

Haha stupid blogskin. Something's wrong with the code, but thanks to dear Noelle it's almost fixed..yay haha thanks! But hmph, the posts part is getting quite irritating....sian...I might hafta change the skin soon..and I also hafta relink some of you. Haha.

And CHEMISTRY TEST TOMORROW! I'M SO GONNA DIE CAUSE I DON'T UNDERTSNAD ELECTROLYSIS AT ALLLLLLLLLLLL! ALEX HELP ME!!!!

Haha.

Hmph went jamming just now, Barney, Timmy, Deejay, Jon Fan and me. Whoo I love playing Slither man....and we played pretty darn well for a first try! Whoo haha! Slitherrrrr babyyyy.

I still needa work on my bass kicking. Or whatever you call it.

Still reading chemistry as I type this.

You know, things don't seem to be going anywhere. Everybody seems to be falling apart. And I don't feel the same in school. Like, I'm left all alone. I don't feel alive anymore. Everybody that passes me just seems like any other stranger. I can't reach out anymore. Nothing I can look forward to.

And my internet connection's just really pissing me off.

I miss everything I ever had.

Or ever wanted to have.

Desire.

Despair.

Whatever you call it.

As for her...i'm still at a deadend.


Tuesday, January 15, 2008
7:02 AM

Why does everybody keep doubting the decisions I make? Why do they always think I'm so naive or gullible? I mean, all this time I've been trying to prove myself, but not even my friends are proud of it.

Why?

I really don't know what I did to deserve this...

I wanted to be someone whom people would look up to...

But guess what?

They look down on me instead.

The friends that I trust.

If only they knew what I've been through...


12:05 AM

Back from school...yea. Haha oh and Kirk, the milkshake from that store sucks. i'm going back to sweetalk. =D. Whoo managed to finish all my homework this morning before school...sian I need (fill in the blanks)elly's 'guai'-ness and start doing my homework on time =p

Yea...and things are stirring up between friends...

...Whilst others are breaking up...

Right.

Gotta do SS homework before Tang rapes me....and uhh chem e-learning...physics workbook....right yea gotta get started.

And BOTB! I'm so gonna die..haha but slither rocks! Wanna learn that song. Easy, too. :D Hope Barney can sing though...

Hmm at least things are better between 'Travis Barker' and me now..he really isn't angry anymore. Yay.

But last week's worship really felt different.

The memories

They were good ones

:)

Yea, this is how we overcome!


Monday, January 14, 2008
3:56 AM

HAHA I HAVE FANS ALREADY! WHOO THANKS KIRK! Haha.

Hmm, school today. Yea I didnt get screwed by my geog teacher, and also, our short performance wasn't that bad. Haha it was super last minute. (BTW SETH STOPPED PLAYING FOR A WHILE IF YOU NOTICED HAHA =P) Hmm, and I didn't get screwed by my chem teacher too. Haha so cool. Sian I better finish all my homework today...haha.

Well, after school, council meeting with teachers...hmm really learnt alot. And, yea I hope things are alright with Brandon and Xavier...hmph.

Yep, went home in the rain. And drank my favourite chocolate milkshake from sweetalk.

And right now I'm here.

You know...

...It's pretty obvious she likes someone else...

...But it's alright...

...I can wait...

...I guess


Sunday, January 13, 2008
3:28 AM

OMG I'M BACK TO BLOGGING! Haha after inspired by a few people, especially kenchin's ever hilarious and corny posts. Haha. And besides, it's kind of a fun way to chill out and decompress your thoughts. Yep.

Haha my blog needs lotsa rebuilding. Might change the skin soon. Haha. But before that, I needa finish my geog, chem, english, ss and physics homework. I'm screwed tomorrow, I'll tell you.

Yea. Hmm and a few rumours are going around. It's making me uneasy. Like, really uneasy, like, hard, you know.

But things are starting to look up now...yea gosh I really needa revise chem! I'm forgetting most of my stuff already. Hmm, yea things are getting better EXCEPT bb stuff...sian dunnoe what's really going on anymore...

Alright I'll make this a short one.

Gotta continue writing about different food trends in DCs and LDCs. :)