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Monday, March 05, 2007
5:57 AM

Hey. Back. I guess I'm only free enough on Mondays and Sundays to post.

And guess what. I lost my timetable. I had to guess what lessons we were having today..and gosh I was correct! Haha so cool...

Anyway, day didn't start off well....personal reasons...but chapel turned the whole thing over. In other words, chapel was GREAT! Mr Lai led well(no offense, but he needs to work on his singing..) still, it was great. The drummer was stunning. Totally inspired. Song choice, Sermon, everything.

The sermon was about consistency. Taken from the book of Titus. Short book. Think I wanna read it myself to understand it more, though the speaker has like said everything already...haha...

Well, lessons were ok...until emath came...sianzz...

Well, after recess, lessons were getting better. Alex Lee's damn good lah...we did a online test. Haha, and I got 14/20...ee not what I expected, but's ok lah. It's still an A. Then physics test after that...sianz...was mentally preapred to fail...and I'm guessing I will. And a great way to end off the day. Chinese. Haha I love CLB. And there was a new teacher. So it was like two teachers in the class. And I was surprised lah. I thought he came from China, so he'd totally be like chinese speaking...haha but he's singaporean and his english is probably better than like whole class combined. Haha. We also did a test. Simple one. Think I'll pass this one.

After that, went our to Far East with Xavier and Brandon. Eat lunch at subway. Great man. But expensive. And OMG Brandon's my new best friend. You know why? HE'S GETTING TWO MASTER PEARLS!!!!!! Gosh, jamming center liao. So cool man. His house is gonna be my second home. Haha. He also getting guitars and stuff....After that we went to BB hq. Sign some stuff. For soem reason I feel bad...nevermind.

After that, went shopping at Great World City, then back to school. Xavier was quite pissed, cause he went back only to find out that admin room's closed. And he left his hw and stuff inside. So yea....anyway, went back home together.

Tuition. Maths.

Then BSF. Learnt about justification.

Made me think alot. Expecially since what I've been through for the past few days. It's a question that has been asked in cell group twice. Contemplated alot on it just now. Why is it a sin to commit suicide? Well...I've thought alot...and this is what I believe. I believe why we should not commit suicide because it defeats the whole purpose of God even creating us in the first place. He has planned everything out, and I bet He put sin inside the story, so that we would be able to learn. Learn from our mistakes. I think He wants life to be a learning process after we believe in Him, so that we would be deemed fit for Heaven. So that we would have that shield of faith. So that we would be able to know what we should do whenever stuff don't go right. Or when the things of evil oppose us. So that we would have that strong faith and desire and belief. So that we could be made perfect through His grace. We can't take any shortcut to perfection. We hafta learn. And that's why we shouldn't end our own lives. We need to learn, learn to pull through, learn to respect, be selfless, be kind, and so on. I believe by commiting suicide, it just proves you're a weakling. A wimp. A coward, who doesn't dare face life because all he wants is a shortcut to everything.

Well, it's kinda weird for me to post this..and I might be wrong...but well. I've been thinking alot lately. "Let us now silently contemplate"....haha sounds familiar? Nah, I don't like that show. Anyway. Yep. Thinking alot. Past events. Future events. Present events. Don't know. I should just move along. It's gotta be the right thing to do. Not all the world is bad...I've hardly seen anything yet anyway.

Got 2.4 tomorrow. Not prepared. I'm confident that I'll past. But well...don't know how well...aiming for a ten by the way...last year I got 11. Oh yah, a way to motivate myself. The score between Gomez and me is like 2-2. In terms of arm wrestling, napfa...all those physical stuff lah. Haha thoughts of beating him could be inspiration.

And btw, Nic Lai, I'm fine now. Thanks for your concern. :)