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Wednesday, February 14, 2007
6:17 AM

Last two days were quite meaningless...

Felt really depressed on tuesday. For some odd reason, the good ol' memories of my class last year just kept flashing through my mind. The teachers, the lessons, and moreover, the company. Last year's class was not the only thing on my mind. I also just kept thinking about other stuff. Things that were happening outside. To other people. Things that had happened before and how I wish I could change them...it's really weird...all those stuff just kept repeating through my mind...tried to think of something else, tried to focus on lesson, but it didn't work...really felt like going back in time, experience those times again...also didn't feel like moving on...everything seemed meaningless to me then, exams, studies, all of them seemed meaningless, I just thought we're gonna die anyway....I just wanna go back. Feels like wearing long pants is a burden. Felt like everything was over, got nothing to do, nothing to lose....

Today I felt better, just that I was really sleepy. Slept through the classes that I thought since the teacher can't teach, might as well make that lesson purposeful and sleep instead. What was worse was that I had a really bad runny nose(oh no must catch it back!)...aiyo, someone must be gossiping about me, since it's valentine's day...haha what the hell.....anyway yea couldn't do my physics spa properly. I think Eric Loh failed me.....good I thing I felt more alive after OralComm..and yea I could concentrate better on the last two lessons. Didn't do so well for my history test, think I got a 10 or 11 out of 18...that's sucks man....oh and I finally understood one of LHF's lessons without me having to stay back to ask her again....yay....Anyway, after school I had band practice. Quite cool, the drummers are finally playing Interlude Corp, but the thing is that we dunnoe where to put it in. But I couldn't really practice, cause I had to do my written speech to pass to to Mr Alan Lim(which was due about 2 hours ago at that time), and also to look for Ms Adeline Tan to get back Xavier's Founder's Man form...wah lau had to keep running around the building....and yea, Xav and I tried to remake the version of 'I Believe I Can Fly' from drumline. Damn funny...just a bagpipe and a snare...haha....after that, went to US with Brandon and Xavier. Met Samuel Chew there too. Dunnoe what he was doing there, just wandering about alone....Well had half my dinner at pizza hut. Gosh it was damn irritating. Xav and Brandon were at it again. The me and faith thing. They kept making up songs...and Brandon was the worst one I tell you....not only did he make fun of me, he couldn't sing. So it's a two in one combo. Haha....sorry Brandon...anyway after that, we went back, well Xav and I. We were talking about the pipe and drum version thing again, and erm me and faith(-.-), and yea other stuff. And I was doing my written speech in the train. Haha we also wanted to do something really stupid and retarded, but yea, we didn't do it in the end.

Anyway, I forgot to tell you all something. Listened to a really good speaker last friday. He's really good. His words have made an impact on me, like another Winston Churchill, though not as articulated....The topic was basically about leadership and influence...and yea the speaker did a good job, just that some people couldn't appreciate it...

Gosh, alot of problems are going around in my school now...smoking, gangsterism, attitude problems....guess it's my batch that's causing all the trouble, and since I'm part of that batch, it's my fault too...

Oh well. Tomorrow there's founder's day rehearsal. Can't wait to sort out the interlude corp thing.